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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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I read recently a US-citizen won more than 1 billion. For my thought experience this is too much money. I rather say 150 million because it is so much more likely that it happens to us. (irony)
I thought about it. My 3 best friends would get each 2 million. My mom, my sister and dad too. Maybe my grandmother one million. So I had 13 million less.
Honeslty I think I would try not to change my lifestyle too much.
Though I would probably stop attending college. Because I think in the end it will backfire and result in a manic epsiode. MY therapist thought college had an inherent value for me. Honestly I doubt it contributed to a better mental health. I have less time to think about my own unhappiness and I am kind of brave to do go through with it despite my suffering.
On the outside people could think I improved. But this is mostyl on the surface. Thw whole development with my brain really concerns me. I have become more stable and more resilient concerning stress. But I think I will have to pay the price for it in the future. I think in the end it will result in a new manic epsiode which will force me to ctb. Okay this all too off-topic. Lol.
I think two million dollar/euros (I think currently the exange change rate is almost 1:1) could be enough for a life without working. I would be me a nice apartment but I would not move too far from where I live. I think my hobbies are mostly not that expensive. The thing is poverty will likely kill me. But I am perfectly fine with (lower) middle class concerning money. Yeah "glady" (irony) I cannot reach even this aim. So many people predicted me a great future because I was eager at school. I think I would invest my money longterm . Rounabout 10 million for the next 10 years. Or like 25 million.
I would do this for the risk I might develop megalomania and change my lifrstye radically.
I would try to increase my likelihood to get a gf with that money. Not sure how I would do that. Maybe two operations. But I think this is not my biggest problem. I would buy me a love coach or something like that. Honestly I could hate that. But I think having money increases the chance to get a gf. And not even necessarily a greedy one. I can get why some people consider it as unattractive if you have no stable income like in my case. But one has to be careful not to find someone who only cares about the money.
I think I could handle the money. I am very disciplined. I think I would probably the same thing which I did when I was unemployed. Playing video games and watching youtube. Lmao. Visiting my friends more.
I think the biggest danger for the money was my family. My mom cannot handle money. This is why I would tell my friends/relatives I only give them 2 million not much more. I think they could hate me for that.
Yeah money can ruin your social life.
Maybe I overestimate my skill to handle money. Winning the lottery could change the way you see things diametrically.
I thought about it. My 3 best friends would get each 2 million. My mom, my sister and dad too. Maybe my grandmother one million. So I had 13 million less.
Honeslty I think I would try not to change my lifestyle too much.
Though I would probably stop attending college. Because I think in the end it will backfire and result in a manic epsiode. MY therapist thought college had an inherent value for me. Honestly I doubt it contributed to a better mental health. I have less time to think about my own unhappiness and I am kind of brave to do go through with it despite my suffering.
On the outside people could think I improved. But this is mostyl on the surface. Thw whole development with my brain really concerns me. I have become more stable and more resilient concerning stress. But I think I will have to pay the price for it in the future. I think in the end it will result in a new manic epsiode which will force me to ctb. Okay this all too off-topic. Lol.
I think two million dollar/euros (I think currently the exange change rate is almost 1:1) could be enough for a life without working. I would be me a nice apartment but I would not move too far from where I live. I think my hobbies are mostly not that expensive. The thing is poverty will likely kill me. But I am perfectly fine with (lower) middle class concerning money. Yeah "glady" (irony) I cannot reach even this aim. So many people predicted me a great future because I was eager at school. I think I would invest my money longterm . Rounabout 10 million for the next 10 years. Or like 25 million.
I would do this for the risk I might develop megalomania and change my lifrstye radically.
I would try to increase my likelihood to get a gf with that money. Not sure how I would do that. Maybe two operations. But I think this is not my biggest problem. I would buy me a love coach or something like that. Honestly I could hate that. But I think having money increases the chance to get a gf. And not even necessarily a greedy one. I can get why some people consider it as unattractive if you have no stable income like in my case. But one has to be careful not to find someone who only cares about the money.
I think I could handle the money. I am very disciplined. I think I would probably the same thing which I did when I was unemployed. Playing video games and watching youtube. Lmao. Visiting my friends more.
I think the biggest danger for the money was my family. My mom cannot handle money. This is why I would tell my friends/relatives I only give them 2 million not much more. I think they could hate me for that.
Yeah money can ruin your social life.
Maybe I overestimate my skill to handle money. Winning the lottery could change the way you see things diametrically.