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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I read recently a US-citizen won more than 1 billion. For my thought experience this is too much money. I rather say 150 million because it is so much more likely that it happens to us. (irony)

I thought about it. My 3 best friends would get each 2 million. My mom, my sister and dad too. Maybe my grandmother one million. So I had 13 million less.
Honeslty I think I would try not to change my lifestyle too much.


Though I would probably stop attending college. Because I think in the end it will backfire and result in a manic epsiode. MY therapist thought college had an inherent value for me. Honestly I doubt it contributed to a better mental health. I have less time to think about my own unhappiness and I am kind of brave to do go through with it despite my suffering.

On the outside people could think I improved. But this is mostyl on the surface. Thw whole development with my brain really concerns me. I have become more stable and more resilient concerning stress. But I think I will have to pay the price for it in the future. I think in the end it will result in a new manic epsiode which will force me to ctb. Okay this all too off-topic. Lol.

I think two million dollar/euros (I think currently the exange change rate is almost 1:1) could be enough for a life without working. I would be me a nice apartment but I would not move too far from where I live. I think my hobbies are mostly not that expensive. The thing is poverty will likely kill me. But I am perfectly fine with (lower) middle class concerning money. Yeah "glady" (irony) I cannot reach even this aim. So many people predicted me a great future because I was eager at school. I think I would invest my money longterm . Rounabout 10 million for the next 10 years. Or like 25 million.
I would do this for the risk I might develop megalomania and change my lifrstye radically.

I would try to increase my likelihood to get a gf with that money. Not sure how I would do that. Maybe two operations. But I think this is not my biggest problem. I would buy me a love coach or something like that. Honestly I could hate that. But I think having money increases the chance to get a gf. And not even necessarily a greedy one. I can get why some people consider it as unattractive if you have no stable income like in my case. But one has to be careful not to find someone who only cares about the money.

I think I could handle the money. I am very disciplined. I think I would probably the same thing which I did when I was unemployed. Playing video games and watching youtube. Lmao. Visiting my friends more.

I think the biggest danger for the money was my family. My mom cannot handle money. This is why I would tell my friends/relatives I only give them 2 million not much more. I think they could hate me for that.
Yeah money can ruin your social life.

Maybe I overestimate my skill to handle money. Winning the lottery could change the way you see things diametrically.
 
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27clubBRIAN

27clubBRIAN

im a mk ultra victim
Jul 27, 2022
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I'd give it to my friend she's just a cool girl n deserves it
 
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TheDoomedDoomer

TheDoomedDoomer

Eternal sleep awaits me
May 22, 2022
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Certain family members and that's it. I'd disappear to my cabin in Alaska on my 300 acre plot of land with my own private lake and massive garden. I'd have all the cool mud toys and cars one could imagine. Yeah I'd live it up for awhile but I'd probably eventually get bored of it and still CTB...with N of course.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
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I give a third to "Dog's Trust" & another Third to THE Rspca & keep the last 3rd for myself!
 
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Banshee

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Oct 25, 2021
154
Lol share
 
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ImsooDone1N

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Nov 22, 2018
846
Certain family members and that's it. I'd disappear to my cabin in Alaska on my 300 acre plot of land with my own private lake and massive garden. I'd have all the cool mud toys and cars one could imagine. Yeah I'd live it up for awhile but I'd probably eventually get bored of it and still CTB...with N of course.
Ngl that sounds really nice
Yea I would definitely donate a lot to animals. People suck. Animals are really sweet. Plus they can't earn $$ but they cost money so it's a perfect use. I would be much happier if I had like 30 dogs & cats living with me. Maybe even a bird too. Possibly an owl cuz they don't fly around "that" much. But I would also want to have a large piece of private property (animals are all welcome, just no other humans w/ out prior approval). Have a cabin, a barn & lake.. garden. All that. Would be nice, tho I am fairly certain I would still be depressed & unhappy deep down.
 
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thereisthemist

thereisthemist

drops common loot when defeated
Nov 5, 2021
160
buy bitcoin, donate to sasu, period. free money is nothing to the mist.
sir, sir, maybe go develop a irl sanction?
 
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Uk2023

Member
Dec 11, 2022
49
I don't have anyone in mind to share with due to a solitary life but I would spend it… there would be plenty of people benefiting from the services I would be able to afford - domestic staff, personal trainers, therapists, tutors (vocal coach, musical instruments, swimming and scuba diving).

I would always eat at my favourite independent cafes locally.

I see spending as a way of sharing (and not hoarding)
 
Seiko

Seiko

"Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby."
Jul 9, 2021
167
I would need 1/150 of that to secure the privilege of never having to work. Yes, I'd share it.
 
MellowAvenue

MellowAvenue

👻
Nov 5, 2020
658
My best friend would get a chunk and my brother-in-law would too assuming he accepted it (He does well for himself, is the type to turn down money).
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,477
Yes, I'd share with family and friends. I'd feel so smug that my friends would be able to leave their jobs and the companies that treated them so badly. Plus, I hope I'd help out various charities.

Actually, a shit load of money would really get me out of my current predicament. I reckon I'd keep going with my freelance creative job but I'd be free to fail at it financially, so the pressure would be off... If only... I have been playing the lottery recently- chances of winning feel higher than finding a job I'll enjoy. 🤔
 
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PleaseTakeMeAway

PleaseTakeMeAway

Nothing to say anymore.
Jul 16, 2022
118
My one friend can have it. I'll just use a bit of it to buy SN and then he can do whatever with the rest of the money. I hope it could improve his life.
 
Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Don't you listen to your heart? (Listen to it...)
Oct 26, 2019
894
LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
365
Literally no one
 
trayansh

trayansh

Dead Inside
Sep 17, 2022
40
I would give half to my mom and give rest to charity or help others. for me I just wanna be not alive, money is good but I want peace and my brain to stop
 
Source Energy

Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
705
I would donate some to SS, Planned Parenthood and animal shelters. I would share with the person I love, no strings attached. No other soul would know.
 
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lukas19

Specialist
Jan 17, 2023
345
I read recently a US-citizen won more than 1 billion. For my thought experience this is too much money. I rather say 150 million because it is so much more likely that it happens to us. (irony)

I thought about it. My 3 best friends would get each 2 million. My mom, my sister and dad too. Maybe my grandmother one million. So I had 13 million less.
Honeslty I think I would try not to change my lifestyle too much.


Though I would probably stop attending college. Because I think in the end it will backfire and result in a manic epsiode. MY therapist thought college had an inherent value for me. Honestly I doubt it contributed to a better mental health. I have less time to think about my own unhappiness and I am kind of brave to do go through with it despite my suffering.

On the outside people could think I improved. But this is mostyl on the surface. Thw whole development with my brain really concerns me. I have become more stable and more resilient concerning stress. But I think I will have to pay the price for it in the future. I think in the end it will result in a new manic epsiode which will force me to ctb. Okay this all too off-topic. Lol.

I think two million dollar/euros (I think currently the exange change rate is almost 1:1) could be enough for a life without working. I would be me a nice apartment but I would not move too far from where I live. I think my hobbies are mostly not that expensive. The thing is poverty will likely kill me. But I am perfectly fine with (lower) middle class concerning money. Yeah "glady" (irony) I cannot reach even this aim. So many people predicted me a great future because I was eager at school. I think I would invest my money longterm . Rounabout 10 million for the next 10 years. Or like 25 million.
I would do this for the risk I might develop megalomania and change my lifrstye radically.

I would try to increase my likelihood to get a gf with that money. Not sure how I would do that. Maybe two operations. But I think this is not my biggest problem. I would buy me a love coach or something like that. Honestly I could hate that. But I think having money increases the chance to get a gf. And not even necessarily a greedy one. I can get why some people consider it as unattractive if you have no stable income like in my case. But one has to be careful not to find someone who only cares about the money.

I think I could handle the money. I am very disciplined. I think I would probably the same thing which I did when I was unemployed. Playing video games and watching youtube. Lmao. Visiting my friends more.

I think the biggest danger for the money was my family. My mom cannot handle money. This is why I would tell my friends/relatives I only give them 2 million not much more. I think they could hate me for that.
Yeah money can ruin your social life.

Maybe I overestimate my skill to handle money. Winning the lottery could change the way you see things diametrically.
He lived in California, so they took approx 85% tax
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,177
I read recently a US-citizen won more than 1 billion. For my thought experience this is too much money. I rather say 150 million because it is so much more likely that it happens to us. (irony)

I thought about it. My 3 best friends would get each 2 million. My mom, my sister and dad too. Maybe my grandmother one million. So I had 13 million less.
Honeslty I think I would try not to change my lifestyle too much.


Though I would probably stop attending college. Because I think in the end it will backfire and result in a manic epsiode. MY therapist thought college had an inherent value for me. Honestly I doubt it contributed to a better mental health. I have less time to think about my own unhappiness and I am kind of brave to do go through with it despite my suffering.

On the outside people could think I improved. But this is mostyl on the surface. Thw whole development with my brain really concerns me. I have become more stable and more resilient concerning stress. But I think I will have to pay the price for it in the future. I think in the end it will result in a new manic epsiode which will force me to ctb. Okay this all too off-topic. Lol.

I think two million dollar/euros (I think currently the exange change rate is almost 1:1) could be enough for a life without working. I would be me a nice apartment but I would not move too far from where I live. I think my hobbies are mostly not that expensive. The thing is poverty will likely kill me. But I am perfectly fine with (lower) middle class concerning money. Yeah "glady" (irony) I cannot reach even this aim. So many people predicted me a great future because I was eager at school. I think I would invest my money longterm . Rounabout 10 million for the next 10 years. Or like 25 million.
I would do this for the risk I might develop megalomania and change my lifrstye radically.

I would try to increase my likelihood to get a gf with that money. Not sure how I would do that. Maybe two operations. But I think this is not my biggest problem. I would buy me a love coach or something like that. Honestly I could hate that. But I think having money increases the chance to get a gf. And not even necessarily a greedy one. I can get why some people consider it as unattractive if you have no stable income like in my case. But one has to be careful not to find someone who only cares about the money.

I think I could handle the money. I am very disciplined. I think I would probably the same thing which I did when I was unemployed. Playing video games and watching youtube. Lmao. Visiting my friends more.

I think the biggest danger for the money was my family. My mom cannot handle money. This is why I would tell my friends/relatives I only give them 2 million not much more. I think they could hate me for that.
Yeah money can ruin your social life.

Maybe I overestimate my skill to handle money. Winning the lottery could change the way you see things diametrically.
Unless I marry I'd give it to my best friend.
 
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Ifonlyitwassosimple

Member
Sep 2, 2022
24
My mom the rest of my family aren't deserving.
 
sick.faery

sick.faery

Mar 18, 2021
283
would give away like 30million split into family members, the rest i'd keep for myself
 
PurpleBlack

PurpleBlack

Member
Jan 21, 2019
24
i would give it to the ffective altruism charity and they van figure out the best way to spend it
 

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