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thereisnoone

It’s getting cold
Mar 26, 2024
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Where would we go? To our own little worlds? Where would you go? Where would you flee to? for just a moment... it could be anything maybe a memory of the past that held great significance to you, maybe a world made full of cotton candy, wherever you go you only get a moment that feels long but also feels not enough by the end of it...


"There is nothing that matters. I would lean back into an abyss of darkness. And float away into a nothingness. Stagnant in a suspended state and watch as all the atoms vibrate as time seems to flow constant."

"A place where I loved and was loved A place I feel as though I belong"

I know a lot of us want to escape this world, but do we want to lose ourselves completely? I wish we were given a better chance at existing...
 
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Lyn

Momentary
Mar 1, 2025
302
I'm rather pessimistic of existence itself.
But while I'm still here, finding a place where I love and being loved... And being off use for anything. That could be the experience I might be interested.
But at the end of the day, the dreadful existence never really goes away. And this urge seems to be so much stronger.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Somewhere beautiful in nature. Watching a waterfall, being underwater some place, or in a huge cave. I'd love to do urbex too so- some place deserted and interesting. Provided all were safe of course. Some kind of Willie Wonka landscape would be amazing too- where everything was edible... So long as I didn't gain weight.
 
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bishpop6

Member
Jul 6, 2025
10
Back to when it all started I wish I knew what was going on I should've prepared myself for what was to come....
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,511
in my fantasy I like to be in wonderland
 
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snooperdooper

snooperdooper

Student
Jan 27, 2024
151
It isn't a place that I would flee to but a new body entirely. Just for a moment, I would like to feel what it's like to not hate my body/the way that I look. I am sure it would be euphoric. I wouldn't be able to stop feeling myself (not in a sexual way, just amazement at the fact that I don't hate parts of myself and being able to love myself).

I think that might just make things worse, though. You say that you can only escape there for a moment, then what happens after? I think it would make things worse for pretty much everybody if they lived in a place of pure euphoria and then were shot right back into reality.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,500
I'd escape to non-existence as all I want is to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering, I'd just never wish for the dreadful and torturous burden of existence rather all I want is to cease existing and never suffer ever again and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me only non-existence is positive, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten.
 
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