If you were a billionaire, would you consider ctb?

[iwanttodie019]

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[scarystrawberry]

Hell yes sn would be so easy to buy. Or opioids which sounds a lot easier. Maybe I'd try to use the money to get rlly fancy effective therapy but if that didn't work I'd use my money to kms in the most pain free way I could access

 

[FuneralCry]

I wouldn't want that rather all I want is the peace of non-existence, for me existence itself is the true problem and I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, all I want is to be permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering but of course more than anything I wish I never suffered, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I find existing so torturous, futile and unnecessary, to me existence just feels like a mistake and it's one that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to be gone from it all, I find it so horrible how a human can suffer for so long just to face the agony of old age.

 

[Quantum_Marten0302]

Id like to try certain things first

 

[sadman1897]

You don't often hear about billionaires killing themselves , why would you when the world is your playground

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Yes, money won't take away the reason I'm suicidal.

 

[monolog]

Yes but it would be much more hedonistic approach

 

[suacide]

I'd stay around for longer, I'd do all the things I want, I'd do things I promised people and I'd make sure to set things up to make sure they lived comfortably, forever. But ultimately after all that, yeah. I'd ctb but use my fortune to make it seem natural, so nobody has to worry. Shadier things have been done by the rich.

 

[darksouls]

my time is up, no money in the world can make me healthy

 

[Alpacachino]

There's a big difference between pleasure and happiness. Being a billionaire will give you a lot of pleasure. Happiness comes from somewhere else.

It's something more intrinsic.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes . I will always want my suicide asap no matter the circumstances

Just one reason but there are more

Even if I won a lottery of a billion dollars.

I and any animal with a brain can get a brain stroke in the next second

This stroke could leave me brain damaged in pain suffering and not being able to suicide or defend myself even if I had money.

A human called Terry semel was imo a billionaire. He got alsheimers . His wife put him in a nursing home against his wishes.

His son said he was crying in the nursing home.

Former Yahoo CEO Terry Semel's Son Accuses Jane Semel of Abuse of Authority

Eric Semel files for temporary conservatorship, says Jane Semel has acted against his father's wishes in moving him to a care home

www.thewrap.com

It boggles my mind.

All these billionaires could use that money to get out of this hell but instead they think its ok to get very old .

Imo they and no one is in reality. There is pain or suffering so bad nothing is worth it.

OK what's worth the situation semel fell into?

To me nothing is worth even 1 second of the worst pain

Imo I and every animal is risking extreme torture every second. Is a pleasure like watching a shit clickbait video, or reading a social media post, or posting a social media post ( look at me! ) , or eating food worth a hell that's a trillion times worse than the worst hell one can imagine. No fuck those shit pleasure addictions

I think Other animals don't even know the danger they are in and that they will die anyway. Most animals get eaten alive slowly by other animals or parasites
. Most humans die painfully old in nursing homes suffering decades in a nursing home( i'd prefer hyenas chewing my intestines out to decades of suffering but of course beautiful Nembutal is a quintilion times better way to escape this nightmare life than those horrible ways).But have I or most humans fully internalized this ? No otherwise I'd be in constant terror of being alive which imo i should be .it's a battle in the brain for me

My Death = Non-existence forever will save me from this hell. But I can't go through any extreme torture to get to the safety of Eternal Non-existence

 

[Lady_V]

Hell nah. I'm getting top-notch therapy, the best drugs, traveling, and opening some women's shelters.

 

[lemonandcapers]

I wouldn't be a billionaire for long. I'd give my money to mutual aid and folks who actually want to use it and pay for some kind of peaceful method of CTB.

 

[BoulderSoWhat]

Well maybe, different reasons could crop up. Alternate timeline, I become a billionaire next year but have had the past I've experienced in this life. Generally, I don't like people, but connection is still meaningful even though I've turned myself away from all connections at this point. There could be an alternate timeline where I seek connection as a billionaire, but am so wary, guarded, and suspicious of others' ill intentions to become connected to a billionaire, that I still cut myself off from people, spiral far into a different kind of depression, and end up getting myself dead because of that turmoil.

It's a possible scenario.

 

[EmptyBottle]

You don't often hear about billionaires killing themselves , why would you when the world is your playground

True, it is rarer (think the reason was a decrease in funds, combined with disdain for his firm or so)

New details emerge in shocking suicide of billionaire Thomas H. Lee

First responders found him lying on his side, fully clothed, with a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head, they said.

nypost.com

As for the OP's question, probably won't CTB (even now, being a uni student, probably won't CTB) I'd probably buy a reasonable house (and add fire sprinklers, CCTV to the outside, roller shutter windows, evap cooler, etc), pay off the mortage for the house I'm in (not in my name), donate millions to charity, and get delivered food, etc for life... with $$ to spare (not a fan of spending excessively tho).

Might still use the bus to get snacks (to leave the house and go on 'adventures'), and browse web on it... coz I like doing that. Won't get into property investment coz I'd be pricing other people out of the property market, nor spend on excessively luxurious items.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Yes. No amount of money can help me now.

 

[angrybakunawa]

No. If there are any millionaires on this website DM me.