Please, cherish your end of your great years. Because what come after this, is only disappointment and depression, both from people expecting you higher than you capable of or unfamiliar environment. Please, cherish it. Make me have more happy moments to remember. Even though the pandemic is a great time (personally) where you can be free to become yourself. It will go downhill after pandemic ends.
Or you can just kill yourself right now and not experiencing the hardest times of your life and make everything simpler.