If you suddenly got a billion dollars right now without doing anything, would you still want to die?

[ProntoFim]

Yes, for me no matter what happens I would still want to die. Nothing would ever make me want to live. I have no interest in living and in this life money cannot solve all problems, but for me the problem is life itself and the only solution for me is death. I see consciousness as being torture, I just want non existence.

Yes I feel that way... If 1 billion dollars could buy non-existence then yes 1 billion dollars would make a difference. And since it can't buy me the ticket for the bus I'm looking for, it's useless. 1 billion dollars doesn't buy the fullness of my soul or my spirit, it doesn't change people's hearts, it doesn't change the mind, it doesn't make them good, it doesn't end human cruelty hidden even in the simplest conversations, it doesn't cleanse souls and it doesn't clean the heart... it's a useless pile of paper that doesn't set you free.

 

[angelhealing]

I would live for a few years to enjoy life to the fullest with all that money and then kill myself before I got too old.