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Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
631
Sure I don't need a billion to be happy. I could give you half and that'd still be enough for me to live quite well.
So you're rich. okay, send me 5million dollars, these would make me content and kind of happy for a lifetime, travelling the world and doing everything i ever wanted to
 
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SomeoneDutch

Member
Jan 24, 2022
22
I would try out what it's like for a bit, but I doubt it would really make me feel any better for longer than maybe a few days.
 
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Mixo

Mixo

Blue
Aug 2, 2020
775
I fully anticipate that if I were a billionaire, I'd never have to worry for much ever again. Resources - any resource - on demand for the rest of my life would be a smooth rest of my days, for sure.
 
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Kristicide

Kristicide

I am a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
Dec 16, 2021
330
So you're rich. okay, send me 5million dollars, these would make me content and kind of happy for a lifetime, travelling the world and doing everything i ever wanted to
Lol no I'm not rich. I'm saying if I got a billion dollars out of the blue I could give away half of it and still be happy. At the moment I've drained all my savings accounts and not working.
 
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Nanako

Nanako

Experienced
Dec 24, 2018
289
No, I don't want any money. Or anything else for that matter. But I think I'd cry with joy if a bottle of N were to magically appear in front of me.
 
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Zotz101

Member
Dec 19, 2021
42
This is just an anecdote but as someone who is well off money != happiness. Sometimes, it can even breed more misery.
 
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treetop.grazer

Student
Jan 11, 2022
121
Honestly, it wouldn't even take 100k to make me not want to ctb. That would pay my debts and my kids' uni fees off. ATM I'm thinking my life insurance would do that so me ctb would make things so much easier for my family.
 
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miulake

Member
Mar 24, 2021
45
I don't even need a billion dollars. $50 million would be more than enough. And if I can have that, then even $3 million would be fine.

I have learned that money is not everything but is in fact 99% of the thing.
 
markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,150
I think a billion dolllars is a way too big amount to make this choice a difficult one. But for me personally who suffers from chronic illness and traumas among many other things it won't necessarily change my reason to ctb as they are kind of fixed ones now. But I know I would take that money, leave my place and surely feel that illusion of newly formed hope which I am sure will turn into some addiction,self sabotaging behaviour and eventually destroying whatever left of me. So I don't think having money would change anything except keeping me full of distractions that I strongly despise in general population.
 
readyforsleep

readyforsleep

Member
Feb 2, 2021
54
Probably not, I could afford whatever treatment I wanted, I wouldn't have to worry about my future and I could help a lot of other people which I think would feel very fulfilling. I could do all the things I want like traveling without having to worry about working. Most problems can be solved with money. And, if even all of that didn't make me happy, I could pay someone to kill me painlessly.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
And, if even all of that didn't make me happy, I could pay someone to kill me painlessly.
Genius. I hadn't thought about that, honestly. I actually wonder how much it would cost. Wouldn't need a billion dollars. I could save up for that.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Honestly, it wouldn't even take 100k to make me not want to ctb. That would pay my debts and my kids' uni fees off. ATM I'm thinking my life insurance would do that so me ctb would make things so much easier for my family.

Life insurance if you are in US will go to your kids directly. It bypasses your debts and goes directly to them at least that was my experience with dead relatives.
 
Wrennie

Wrennie

.
Dec 18, 2019
1,546
Maybe if I'd been offered it a few months prior, but at this stage no amount of money can cure what ails me.
 
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SovietSuicide

SovietSuicide

Student
Jan 8, 2022
129
No I don't think so, life would just be a videogame at that point.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Yes, I would still plan to ctb. But I would extend my timeline out two, maybe three years.
 
Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
1,357
Yes because I would never feel entitled enough to money I didn't work for to not feel anxious about losing it every single seconde.

Lottery winners screw their money in one konth for the same reason: fear of having it taken away since they didn't work for their money.
 
Beer

Beer

Member
Dec 14, 2021
52
I'd still want to die. There's literally nothing I'd spend the money on (besides stuff like food and basic things I can already buy). I guess I wouldn't have to work for the rest of my life as well but that doesn't change anything
 
absoluteanimal1

absoluteanimal1

Death by chocolate
Dec 17, 2021
941
No, I think I'd be okay with living if I had a billion dollars, honestly. Then employment and money wouldn't be an issue. I could live my life on my terms.
 
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FinalDestination

Here lies my hopes and dreams
Mar 10, 2020
192
I'd stick around a while longer. Give a lot of it to my family stay to get everything settled so that it becomes generational wealth. Do the things I've wanted travel some buy some stuff. Then I'd buy a house somewhere isolated and live a few years to myself then ctb when I'm ready. What I don't use will also go to my family - I really don't know many people huh. I guess in this situation I'd be dying happy or fulfilled which is a welcomed change.
 
Rockman

Rockman

Experienced
Feb 9, 2020
210
Yes. I would just die in Rolls Royce instead of 20 yr old Suzuki.
 
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Niko66

Niko66

Specialist
Dec 6, 2021
353
No, that would solve so many of my issues and I could hire a team of professionals dedicated to address the health problems I am plagued by that the usual docs are too neglectful to (and that I can't afford), not to say not having to work in my life again would be massive for my mental state, hell 100k would already massively improve my life, being born in poverty in the third wold fucks your life in ways most people in the developed world can't imagine.
 
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visiblyinvisible

New Member
Jan 22, 2022
4
Probably I'd still die. Having money wouldn't change much, in fact, it might make things worse
 
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tgfm

Member
Jul 10, 2021
28
I would because I'd still be sick. But I sure would love to give all of that money away and help as many people as I can before I go.
 
Seiba

Seiba

Mage
Jun 13, 2021
505
I would likely stick around for a while since that amount of money can absurdly change any external reality you have.
 
completely-done

completely-done

Experienced
Jan 31, 2022
211
I would spend it on N by D and then donate the rest to a charity of my choice
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,135
No amount of money can repair my life
 
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Death_of_a_Phynixx

Death_of_a_Phynixx

09/22/90-2022
Jan 31, 2022
84
If I suddenly received 1 billion dollars in this moment, happiness would consume me and my life would then be whole. I would be able to do all the stuff I have ever desired to do. Poverty enforces depression, and depression enforces suicide. With all that money to spend on life, life can be more exciting and last longer. Although there are miserable rich people in this world, I would refuse to be one of them.
 
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theloserestloser

Member
Nov 26, 2021
38
It'd probably delay it for a bit but that wouldn't last. I'd be able to do some fun stuff on the way out but it wouldn't solve the existential dread and all my regrets and failures.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
I find myself dreaming about this. After the money to help my family after I'm gone, and after giving to some charities, I want to hurt the people who hurt me. I know that makes me a terrible, shallow person, but I don't care. I want to punish them. Not physically. I want to hurt them the way they hurt me. I need resources to do it. Then I can die happy.
 

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