If you had N?

[Fadeawaaaay]

Would you take it right away?

 

[intr0verse]

Some people report actually feeling better when they have it, some sort of empowering force that might make them continue through life, at least for a time. So it depends on the state of mind it gives you when you have it.
I'll never have it so i'll never know.

 

[Wojaczek]

I just want a fucking gun
Literally craving it at this point

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I just want a fucking gun
Literally craving it at this point

Do you think you would actually be able to go through with it? Feel so much more violent than N. Downing a bottle of N Seems somewhat effortless. He just drink it down and then fall asleep and it's over. A gun on the other hand…

 

[Wojaczek]

Do you think you would actually be able to go through with it? Feel so much more violent than N. Downing a bottle of N Seems somewhat effortless. He just drink it down and then fall asleep and it's over. A gun on the other hand…

I honestly have no clue what N is lol.
Gun just seems easy and quick once you get into the right mindset

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I honestly have no clue what N is lol.
Gun just seems easy and quick once you get into the right mindset

Nembutal - It's a pharmaceutical used for sleeping. It's what doctors use for physician assisted suicide.

 

[Choicer]

I would not take it right away unless I had all my affairs in order. Then I would.
It seems hard to get in the first place and expensive.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Just say sleeping pills nigga, damn

No it is not prescribed anymore as sleeping pills otherwise it will be easy to obtain relatively. It was banned years ago because of its euthanasia potential. If you know Marlyn Monroe she suicided with it and so many people from those times. Now it is very hard to obtain and there is currently one known reliable source only to sell it at very expensive price and ship it to the buyer

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Haha ok … Everybody on this forum seems to Dance around the actual terminology and vocabulary involved… So whatever

 

[Death is beautiful]

Even if many people think that they would take it right now, there are a bunch of people here who have received it and still haven't used it, I think in reality everything is much more difficult, I don't know if I would accept it, but of course I would like to have it

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Yes it's good to have a back up plan. There would still be some logistics involved. Putting affairs in order. Finding some anti-vomiting medication. Etc.

 

[Wojaczek]

No it is not prescribed anymore as sleeping pills otherwise it will be easy to obtain relatively. It was banned years ago because of its euthanasia potential. If you know Marlyn Monroe she suicided with it and so many people from those times. Now it is very hard to obtain and there is currently one known reliable source only to sell it at very expensive price and ship it to the buyer

Sounds like a pain in the ass

 

[Dannyboy]

I would rather OD on opiates

 

[Snake of Eden]

Sounds like a pain in the ass

It is painless actually. The most and thats why it is nicknamed as the holy grail

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

It is painless actually. The most and thats why it is nicknamed as the holy grail

We are fortunate it is still available.

 

[WeslieZX]

No. I received mine yesterday but I have no idea when I'm going to use it. My life, objectively, is somewhat decent and fixable so I hesitate a lot. But my mental health issues are increasingly unbearable and I'm bored of life so I plan to use it at some point once things become too bad.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

No. I received mine yesterday but I have no idea when I'm going to use it. My life, objectively, is somewhat decent and fixable so I hesitate a lot. But my mental health issues are increasingly unbearable and I'm bored of life so I plan to use it at some point once things become too bad.

Very wise of you to have a back up plan.

 

[After Life]

the way i am feeling today i think i would ,its a tough question to answer but i can surely say it would make me feel more at ease knowing that i had it at home .

 

[Kobusu]

I would take it tonight, but I agree with the other guy. A gun is pretty old fashioned but also incredibly reliable if you know what you're doing, and it's not as difficult to pull the trigger once you've realized what you want. If I could do it at 14 I could very easily do it now.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I would take it tonight, but I agree with the other guy. A gun is pretty old fashioned but also incredibly reliable if you know what you're doing, and it's not as difficult to pull the trigger once you've realized what you want. If I could do it at 14 I could very easily do it now.

You attempted at 14?

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I would take N. I have had enough of this life. I want to sleep forever. Death is freedom from all suffering so of course it is what I want. Of course the society denies us the peaceful exit which is cruel so we have to resort to methods that could fail. We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. If I had N it would be a comforting feeling.

 

[dreadpirateroberts69]

No. I received mine yesterday but I have no idea when I'm going to use it. My life, objectively, is somewhat decent and fixable so I hesitate a lot. But my mental health issues are increasingly unbearable and I'm bored of life so I plan to use it at some point once things become too bad.

Wow... we are the same. Objectively my life is actually great but I have... inner issues that I have felt more and more to be unsolvable. Also just got mine yesterday

 

[orange]

I'd like to say I would, but I would most likely sit on it for a while. I would find excuses: getting affairs in order, making a bucket list... the feeling of having an exit strategy at arms reach would be ironically what would allow me to keep going.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Some people report actually feeling better when they have it, some sort of empowering force that might make them continue through life, at least for a time. So it depends on the state of mind it gives you when you have it.
I'll never have it so i'll never know.

Out of your budget?

 

[Kobusu]

You attempted at 14?

Yeah, in front of my family too. It was the only access I had to a firearm, but unfortunately the safety was left on and I didn't think to check first. Before I could turn the safety off the weapon was out of my hands.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Had to sit on it to get affairs in order. Now living for others. I don't know what will happen now

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Yeah, in front of my family too. It was the only access I had to a firearm, but unfortunately the safety was left on and I didn't think to check first. Before I could turn the safety off the weapon was out of my hands.

That's frustrating :(

 

[Ticket 2 Heaven]

I'd just enjoy the relief of having the option

 

[sadnurse]

I would use it in the spring

 

[Lost Magic]

Well I am now fortunate enough to have Nembutal. I never thought I would get it but I decided I had nothing left to lose (and I mean that). My first real thought of suicide was hanging in the woods. I was going to drink some JD and cola, get a rope and hang from a tree while listening to some cool tunes in the summer sun. I then moved onto the exit bag technique. I bought a tank, bag and everything but I had a lot of trouble trying to regulate the pressure so I gave up on that idea. I then got Sodium Nitrite and all the pills to make it more peaceful. I was happy enough with the SN exit and I still believe it is one of the best ways to go besides drinking N. But to answer your question, no, I won't be drinking it right away. I still have a few loose ends to tie up, but I really want this year will be my last. I am so very tired.