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TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 7,355
I would certainly have missed out traveling to two different countries (Canada and The Netherlands). Furthermore, I would have missed out several NEW video games that came out this year and also would definitely died a virgin (I got laid in Amsterdam in mid October this year). Since I didn't die in 2018 (or early 2019), I was able to fulfill my goals, experience some new video games, and also get laid. I am currently not actively suicidal, but only passively, meaning that while my life sucks, it doesn't suck enough to wish to CTB anytime soon. I'm postponing my bus for the time being.
ImsooDone1N
Arcanist
- Nov 22, 2018
- 857
I really can't think of much positive; this year has been one of the worst of my life. But I'm gonna say meeting a few good friends online & going on a dive with my lil brother (was his 1st time) and introducing him to scuba diving & the awesomeness That is a coral reef.
stellabelle
ethereal
- Dec 14, 2018
- 3,918
First loss
Specialist
- Jan 28, 2019
- 393
I found love, at last. Im not sure if it is mutual but I have high hopes for me and this girl. Other then that, nothing. Fuck this retarded planet.
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
FohPah
Student
- Dec 7, 2019
- 146
I didn't take this picture, but it captures what I saw:
APharmaDestroyedLife
Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
- Nov 4, 2019
- 305
I got to be with my Dad in his last days... maybe not beautiful in the typical sense, but I am glad I was here.
takeyourshotfunboy
Smile...
- Oct 11, 2019
- 206
This is probably gonna sound stupid, but discovering new music and movies I like. If I had CTB a year ago, I would have never heard Psychonaut 4.
Sans
Protesting the conditions of an inhumane world
- Oct 2, 2019
- 351
My high school graduation. One of the happiest nights of my life. It didn't last long however.Being able to leave that house. It was never a place to call "home" in the first place.
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
When I die, you'll love me.
- Nov 19, 2019
- 458
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
56709
a complete unknown...
- Jun 4, 2019
- 79
Gazing at celestial bodies
Riding the emotional and cognitive ups and downs
Seeing the advancement of the rest of humanity
Asta
Specialist
- Jun 7, 2019
- 318
Would have missed finding this site and making some wonderful friends here, plus hopefully, being able to help or offer support to a few in some small way. The sadness that comes, though, from not being able to do anything for someone who's suffering...
mathieu
Enlightened
- Jun 5, 2019
- 1,090
I've been seeing this guy. Just friends with benefits I guess but it's something. He's pretty cool. Hasn't been around in a while though. Maybe sick of me. It was good while it lasted, though.
Susannah
Mage
- Jul 2, 2018
- 535
Honestly, nothing. I've had some good periodes, but I wouldn't have missed anything worth living for. I feel my life is just passing by. I live for my son, and I care deeply for him and his future. He's 15y now, and he's doing fine. If anything beautiful were to be missed, it would be one of those rare moments when he shares his teenagers thoughts with me and we hug and say that we love each other.
beatenghost
Member
- May 26, 2019
- 40
Seeing my youngest cat grow up into an adult. Watching him grow up has just been amazing (of course seeing my other adult cat continue to be a happy healthy adult has also been wonderful)
Lol! I just noticed it's your cat and on first glance I thought it would be a child. Yea I'm watching my kitten grow too he's a handsome little guy lol!Attachments
beatenghost
Member
- May 26, 2019
- 40
Haha this happens to me a lot! I regularly say "my boys" when talking about my cats and people always think I mean human sons... its always a bit of a shock to them when I then say something like "I took my boys out on their harnesses in the garden yesterday" ! What a beautiful boy, he looks very comfy!
DepressedAngel
Life is exhausting
- Dec 4, 2019
- 146
Entering a relationship and falling in love with my best friend.
OreoWellington
Ready To Die
- Sep 28, 2019
- 123
This is probably my favorite response because I can relate. xD Best answer ever.
verminoid
REPENT NOW
- Dec 13, 2019
- 26
think the only good thing that's happened this year was seeing my favorite band - PUP - play a show in my city. it was an amazing night and the push pit was incredibly dope. i'm only 4'10" so when i'm at crazier shows like vein and wristmeetrazor, men try to keep their distance so they don't knock me over (annoying). this show was just a bunch of rowdy kids pushing eachother around, it was really fun.
SlackJim
Nothing lasts, but nothing is lost
- Sep 30, 2019
- 226
Kikoo Loool
Enlightened
- Feb 25, 2019
- 1,123
OreoWellington
Ready To Die
- Sep 28, 2019
- 123
Actually, I have a response. Something beautiful I would have missed out on was this website (like where was this website when I needed it a long time ago?). And the SN regime as a CTB method because my original method and plan was much more graphic, violent, and painful. Because of this, I can choose to leave more in peace now.
SadNoodlez
Member
- Dec 6, 2019
- 11
Most likely meeting my girlfriend. Honestly so glad I met her :,)
