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🖤 Which method would you choose for yourself?

  • Hanging

    Votes: 14 11.6%
  • Carbon monoxide

    Votes: 15 12.4%
  • Opioids

    Votes: 23 19.0%
  • Train

    Votes: 2 1.7%
  • Firearm

    Votes: 33 27.3%
  • Jumping from height

    Votes: 5 4.1%
  • Drowning

    Votes: 1 0.8%
  • Inert gas (nitrogen, helium, argon)

    Votes: 26 21.5%
  • Hypothermia

    Votes: 2 1.7%
  • Butane / Propane / LPG

    Votes: 0 0.0%

  • Total voters
    121
TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

Experienced
May 20, 2025
234
🖋️ Note: This poll is based on a limited selection of accessible methods.
Any other personal reflection can be shared in the comments, but the question refers only to those listed.
 
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CutToRelease

CutToRelease

It helps remind me I'm still here
Dec 31, 2024
141
Gun can be aimed at sure death places and depending on the type of firearm could easily ensure there is no chance of survival.(I'm thinking things like shotgun to skull.)
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
570
I'd go near a cliff or any other tall place, put a gun in my mouth, shoot and have my body fall down in case the shot doesn't kill me.
 
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black money boys

black money boys

80% BAN CREDITS
Apr 18, 2025
518
opioids for sure. nothing better than immense euphoria before you lose consciousness and never wake up again
 
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thebiggestduck17

thebiggestduck17

forced to be alive
Aug 7, 2024
73
Opiods for sure, feel like drowning/train has got to be the worst way to go
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
if I had access to firearms, shooting straight into heart instead of brain. Because I have dislike for shooting into brain. I might bleed to death but...
 
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G

Galahad

Seeking…
Mar 21, 2024
277
I chose CO, I like the thought of just nasal prongs for such small concentration required, it just seems more peaceful than full bag/hood.

In reality I'm dual planning CO (gulps machine) and exit bag/hood - likely that a nitrogen setup will be far easier.
 
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gothbird

gothbird

𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕
Mar 16, 2025
507
I went back and forth between opioids and drowning. The thing that stops me with drowning is the physical side of SI. For me, it kicks in hard when there's a direct physical element. Anything where the body starts to panic makes it worse for me. Pills or chemicals don't trigger it the same way luckily. If I didn't have that physical reaction, I'd be walking straight into the ocean tomorrow.
 
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tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
494
I went back and forth between opioids and drowning. The thing that stops me with drowning is the physical side of SI. For me, it kicks in hard when there's a direct physical element. Anything where the body starts to panic makes it worse for me. Pills or chemicals don't trigger it the same way luckily. If I didn't have that physical reaction, I'd be walking straight into the ocean tomorrow.
if you do a lot of opioids while in the water your going to drown
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,502
I'd choose whatever is the most peaceful, quickest and reliable, all I want is to cease existing peacefully and never suffer ever again, I just wish for peace from the torturous, futile burden of existence that I just always saw as a mistake in the first place.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,370
Something first guaranteed to kill me. Then painless then easy then quick

They made all guaranteed methods into crimes to make us slaves in this evil prison world

For example they me made hiring someone else to shoot me in the head a crime
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,132
FSHanging~ Basic, lethal, accessible, cheap, ancient, fast.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
I'm still solid on the CO. Nothing has swayed me yet.
 
TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,527
I chose inert gas because it would be among one of the most peaceful methods to go as well as reliable (assuming it is done and setup correctly). I would choose firearm if I didn't have access to any other peaceful and reliable methods to go.
 
YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,398
Gun can be aimed at sure death places and depending on the type of firearm could easily ensure there is no chance of survival.(I'm thinking things like shotgun to skull.)
That's the way I want it, that's the way I need it.
I'm still solid on the CO. Nothing has swayed me yet.
This was my second option if I dont follow through with my personal ctb goal, and if that were to happen aka me using CO I wouldn't mention it to anyone because fuck that I'd already be a joke to myself I already am and if I can't follow through I only deserve scrutiny.
A gun for me with solidify this pain and these things I can't escape it, I need it, to add a crimson red splash on some canvas forest floor,,
Metaphorical canvas ofcourse.
 
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sick.faery

sick.faery

Mar 18, 2021
295
carbon monoxyde, partial suspension (hanging) or jumping from somewhere high. but especially monoxyde. it's peaceful and leaves a decent looking corpse
 
Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,393
I choose firearm easily as its effective, instant and something I can't reverse which is a problem with some methods here as they can cause pain or discomfort which can lead to SI or my low pain tolerance aborting the attempt.
 
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celtistan

Member
Jun 4, 2025
26
An opioid cocktail with a cardiac switch definitely. It would be most peaceful way to go. Keep in mind that opioids on their own are not reliable due to many variables. But when combined in a cocktail such as the 4-drug protocol and 5-drug protocol they ensure a reliable and peaceful end.

Edit: fire arms are generally the most reliable and fastest end, you would be gone before you even hear the bullet sound, just be careful where the gun is directed at. But if you would like to consider the trauma induced to whoever find you with your head blown up e.g familiy members, or the funeral. meeh it wont be the best thing
 
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HumanoidMonster

HumanoidMonster

Chained Soul wandering this cursed plane
Jun 19, 2025
128
I'd go for the firearm. A well-placed shotgun shot is guaranteed to blow your brains out and kill you. Sure it is messy for those who will find you, but if the criteria is how surefire/painless it is, a well placed shotgun shot will most definitely be as quick and deadly as possible.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
810
Firearms. But I can't shoot myself with my shotgun. If someone else shot me, that would be fine. So the SN method is what I choose now
 
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knickknack81

Student
Apr 28, 2025
162
Firearms. If they weren't so difficult to get a hold of where I live, it would be the method of choice. Fast and final.
 
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