If you had a magic wand

[wildflowers1996]

and everything was "perfect" for you, what would that look like?

 

[FuneralCry]

My existence completely erased so it's like I never existed at all. I only wish for nothingness, I want to eternally disappear, that is perfect to me.

 

[リンさん]

Finding someone who I can truly connect to for the first time in my life. Someone who can fully understand. Someone my brain would consider perfect even in their "flaws".

Don't even care what happens between us, I just want to feel it at least once. But ideally we'd be together, till we board our bus together lol

 

[greebo6]

Like something from a dream....

 

[AntHills]

One of the reasons that CTB is so appealing to me is because I don't like being in a body. I can't see myself as anything more than a blood bag. Eating, shitting, and fucking are all gut-wrenching reminders that I am a human being. Being an organism just feels gross. I would fix my circumstances, but I would probably still choose to exit unless I could become a cyborg or a ghost.

 

[skaro]

moominworld

 

[xxx.]

I would want a visually idendical clone and sth. to ctb. My clone could take my place so my family is happy. I can ctb and find peace.

 

[abl2023]

To be able to rewind time. A year ago to be exact.

 

[riamu]

this gave me flashbacks to being a kid in camhs lmao. every time you got a new worker (which happened a lot for me, they always used to transfer after a couple months) they'd ask this exact question

 

[Rhizomorph1]

Energy and the attentional capacity to be the complete "me" that currently I can only become if I let myself be motivated by anxiety and existential terror.

If I let myself relax I dissociate and become depressed :(

Most of the people I know can sort of just be themselves while being relatively relaxed...

 

[Beyond_Repair]

Energy and the attentional capacity to be the complete "me" that currently I can only become if I let myself be motivated by anxiety and existential terror.

If I let myself relax I dissociate and become depressed :(

Most of the people I know can sort of just be themselves while being relatively relaxed...

I feel this so much. My main motivational driving force to do anything is anxiety

 

[doneforlife]

Magic wand as in ? I desire something and it gets fulfilled??

 

[Beyond_Repair]

and everything was "perfect" for you, what would that look like?

I would have a solid sense of self. And actually feel confident in myself. No more anxiety

 

[R_N]

Either peace or total chaos.