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anurgetowardlove

anurgetowardlove

Member
Aug 15, 2018
11
Would you be rich/poor? Would you live somewhere else? Would you have an important person in your life that you could love? Would you be alone? Would you change nothing? Basically, what's your dream life if you could flip a switch and it would happen instantly?

And do you think it would change your feelings of wanting to die or would it still be the same for you?
 
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Hanger

Hanger

Noosedancer
May 29, 2018
277
I would be a lesbian woman that wears leggings every day, having a nice lesbian partner that also wears leggings every day. I would be healthy, living at the same place as I live now. I would not be lonely or sick.I would have a good job
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
I forgot it, my illusions got snatched.

Now, my ideal life would be non-life. Not existing at all.
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I would have a job that makes me enough money to be comfortable and have savings, I would have healthy and normal relationships (normal as in being able to be truly faithful to a few friends, and one partner), or I would not need to work at all, e.g., if I had gotten lucky with Bitcoin, for example. I would have peace and certainty about the other side after this life is through, and I would not have hurt the people I have hurt, nor would I wallow in my victimhood, however justified it may be.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Having a shitload of money (lottery) would do it for me. All the rest that i want can be bought or will follow with the money.
 
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anurgetowardlove

anurgetowardlove

Member
Aug 15, 2018
11
Having a shitload of money (lottery) would do it for me. All the rest that i want can be bought or will follow with the money.

What would you buy?
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
What would you buy?

A normal sized house, big garage/workshop, a built high hp engine for my car, multiple cars i've always dreamed about (no supercars),get some physical issues fixed,help out family,and save enough to not have to work for someone else. Maybe start my own buisiness should i get really energetic. Or just work on cars for the rest of my day's.

Prime grade pussy

That would probably also end up on the list. Maybe help someone get out of that type of life and help them build a decent life in their or this country.

So all in all i would have to aquire a vast amount of money to achieve this. Even though i would not go crazy like "the rich and famous" do. I wouldn't travel much or buy stupidly expensive clothes,jewelry or other things. I'd stay pretty much the same person but just be able to surpress my depression with keeping me busy.

This isn't so much a "perfect life" but it's more like what it would take for me to be somewhat happy again for as long as possible. Being someone perfect or have a perfect life is not something i dream about.
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
I don't think life was ever the problem. It's been my brain that doesn't work right. So i guess for a 'perfect' life.. better morals, social skills, interests in things, patience. Whatever the stuff is that lets people build lives. Maybe it still wouldn't be enough, who knows.
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
Just get rid of the depression and anxiety.
 
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tearsinrain

tearsinrain

Member
Aug 5, 2018
64
Happiness.

It doesn't matter if you're the richest person in the world, or living in a hut in the Amazon with few material possessions, ugly or beautiful, fat or thin, etc. If you're happy then that's the perfect life.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
Community, meaningful work, people who care about me.

Too much suffering in the world to care anymore.

I'm a goner.
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

Mage
Jun 26, 2018
501
I would have to be someone else entirely, my biggest problem is that I am me and there's no such thing as a perfect life for me.

But overall I see life as not worth it anyway.
 
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Naifu

Naifu

New Member
Aug 16, 2018
3
A classic 9-5 and a partner to come home to. We'd live in a small apartment in a busy city, or rent out an isolated house on the outskirts of a city, depending on if we both drive or not. Earning enough that bills aren't an issue and a little bit extra. Just an average, comfortable life. We'd have hobbies that we share, as well as our own individual interests. They'd be a loner just like me, and we'd find solace in each other. Other people would be unnecessary.
 
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Oyashiro-sama

Student
Aug 16, 2018
169
I also do not ask for a perfect life because that does not exist, but I would like to be a normal person, not a damn asocial who is not able to have friendships or even socialize casually, I hate myself, I hate not being like others being a fucking Strange, I can not maintain a romantic relationship with a girl no one was going to put up with me, I'm a neurotic whore and I can not help feeling anxious if something is not perfect and I just screwed everything up.

Fucking summer and fucking life I just want to be a normal person and I would love to end it all with a fucking time.
 
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agreement

agreement

Mage
Mar 26, 2018
544
So all in all i would have to aquire a vast amount of money to achieve this. Even though i would not go crazy like "the rich and famous" do. I wouldn't travel much or buy stupidly expensive clothes,jewelry or other things. I'd stay pretty much the same person but just be able to surpress my depression with keeping me busy.
I would do exactly that instead, plus double servings of ...
you know: P G P
 
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