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pauli36

Member
Feb 17, 2025
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If you knew we could be successful in ending it today, how would you go about it?
 
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Average Joe

Average Joe

Forsaken One
Nov 5, 2019
419
I don't want to give ideas but I'll label it as simply cutting.
Doc told me I was very lucky last time.
 
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swan

swan

Member
Jun 4, 2025
19
If you knew we could be successful in ending it today, how would you go about it?
if i knew it would be 100% successful then i would take a rope now
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
581
partial hanging (furthest I got to CTB before SI stepped in)
 
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lemonandcapers

lemonandcapers

I Wanna End Me (she/her)
Jun 7, 2025
109
I would do it in the least painful way possible.
 
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lv-nii

lv-nii

rotting
Jul 7, 2024
93
I would absolutely shoot myself
 
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Galahad

Seeking…
Mar 21, 2024
277
I'm dual planning CO gulps and Nitrogen exit bag.

It'll likely be easier to set the exit bag up but I'd prefer CO
 
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PrismHon

PrismHon

Member
Mar 24, 2025
90
Nitrogen would be my preference, but the procurement/setup is tricky, and the "noise pollution" aspect always worried me that I would get discovered early. So in reality, I have SN
 
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LigottiIsRight

LigottiIsRight

Life is not worth beginning.
Jan 28, 2025
213
Today is one of those days in which the answer can be "Yes".
 
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EquinoxAlchemist

EquinoxAlchemist

on a train to whumpcentral
Jun 5, 2025
40
If I could end it right now...as in I can choose freely? Because then I'll just take a massive enough brain anneurysm or something similar. Something that immediately would just turn off my brain, I'd take that. If not Co2 poisoning while I'm sleeping.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,513
If I had access to a painless, guaranteed poison I would end this existence of futile, unneccessary suffering but of course I'm so cruelly denied that with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what. I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just peacefully cease existing as all I hope for is an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally forgotten, as long as I exist I'll just wish to never wake ever again.
 
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froggirl9000

froggirl9000

9,000,000 LIVE FROGS
Feb 4, 2023
1,874
If I had a shotgun, I'd blow myself to hell.
 
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InboxRain292

InboxRain292

Member
May 5, 2024
28
Id definitely shoot myself, since I think it's relatively painless and quick. except i dont have access to firearms at the moment :(
 
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Life'sA6itch

Lights out please
Oct 29, 2023
333
Via any pill, gas or potion that would immediately bring on "lights out"
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
721
It's afternoon here so if pick one of my quieter methods like co or argon in an exit bag. Maybe full suspension hanging.
 
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Life'sA6itch

Lights out please
Oct 29, 2023
333
Id definitely shoot myself, since I think it's relatively painless and quick. except i dont have access to firearms at the moment :(
I would choose this if it wasn't so damned loud and messy. Also, I wouldn't want anyone to hear the shot and keep me alive, hence the need for a quiet method because I am in a well populated area. I would only use this if I cannot get a gas, pills or something more quiet and plan on this only if other methods can't be used
Today is one of those days in which the answer can be "Yes".
I feel the same
 
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