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icantandiwont

icantandiwont

Member
Nov 15, 2022
12
i would fly
 
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resolutory

resolutory

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
259
Die peacefully, painlessly and immediately.
 
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murphyy

murphyy

yeehaw
Nov 24, 2022
39
Become an all-powerful being and take over the planet.


Or do something beneficial but absolutely improbable, like find the cure for cancer, solve world hunger, whatever. That would be pretty cool, too.
 
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flyingtopluto

flyingtopluto

Member
Dec 2, 2022
13
I would like to time travel or transmigrate to the past and future.
 
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MyFinalProject

Member
Oct 11, 2022
43
i would like to lie on the surface of the moon and listen to my favorite song
 
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farFSightcloseTHart

farFSightcloseTHart

Member
Dec 5, 2022
8
I would make Mariana fall in love with me.
 
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another@

Member
Nov 13, 2022
96
Shut up and d i e
Everyone who understood that reference, you're a G.
 
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MovingOn

Member
Nov 29, 2022
94
Go back in time to when I was 6 years old with my current memories and consciousness and whatever personhood.
 
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Skal

Member
Sep 22, 2022
13
Evaporate the earth by crashing it into the sun so no one will ever suffer again, and then die peacefully by euthanasia
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,275
I literally just want to die and permanently not exist forever. That's all that I want. I don't want any kind of existence, I don't want to experience anything, to die is most ideal thing that could happen as it removes what I have a problem with in the first place which is life itself. As long as I exist I will always be suffering in some way as I simply hate being conscious and aware, it's a burden and a curse.
 
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Minibosterita

Minibosterita

Just trying to fill the void
Mar 9, 2021
59
Go back in time so I would never have been born
 
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Reallysad

Student
Nov 23, 2022
101
Go bk in time so I could fix my mistakes and the people I have hurt
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
3,219
fast forward a few years to where i have the degree i want and the actual job i'm looking for. right now i'm in a limbo and i just want to be in a job that is actually fulfilling. i'm over food service i feel so useless
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
382
Get dressed up and go out to dinner at a nice restaurant with my Mom, my treat.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,569
infinite computing power just brute force AI itself into creation
look at every possible image of me with anyone and everyone and anywhere and everywhere
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

📜 Just me, myself, and I
Apr 1, 2022
382
Either experiencing the day where I brought my dog home as a puppy or
Waking up as a kid again in my old childhood bedroom.
 
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Jessica5

Specialist
May 22, 2019
347
Probably just kill myself.

But possibly go back in time to fix my past mistakes and see if that makes my life worth living.
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
376
Not really anything to go back for and I know what I want moving forward. I've played this game for way too many years. I'm ready to go. But...I love hearing what others would do. Makes me smile.
 
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affinity

Member
Oct 8, 2021
73
To go back in time and do things differently.

I have two primary regrets, both decisions (which were all mine to make) set off a chain of reaction that I don't think I'll ever recover from. The first, maybe. The second, it was a KO.

I won't bore everyone with the details, but the first was leaving the military. I had a beautiful condo, a nice car and lived in a beautiful City. I let people talk me into thinking that what I was doing wasn't good enough and that I needed to pursue what I originally went to school for.

The second was taking a job in a rural area with an office owned by <insert choice adjective here>. The problems I've suffered ever since have been cataclysmic. I made the decision to go there bc I had no choice, so the lesson there is to never make a decision out of desperation (or never put yourself in a position where you do).

Lastly, I wish I had started learning how to produce music sooner. I've wasted so much time and the gear just sits here, glaring at me. I just feel like I'm not good or smart enough to get out what I have in my mind. I also don't know where or how to start.
 
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SectOfValtiel

SectOfValtiel

Attendant of God
Nov 7, 2022
217
two sides of the same coin, but

tell her i love her one more time
hear her voice again
apologize for all the shit i did
and hear her say shes sorry, too
even if neither of us have changed... i just want to know i wasnt the only one that felt something there
just want to know i wasnt as unimportant as ive felt this whole time
and that any of that was real
not just an obsessive delusion
id rather know i fucked it all up and it was all my fault it ended than to question if any of it was real in the first place...

really what i want would be to feel like she loved me again... but i dont like wishing for it, forcing the universe to make it happen rather than having it happen of her own accord like i thought it did in the beginning
and thats never going to happen again, i know that for sure, so
no point in thinking like that

or

erase every single memory and feeling i still have from back then
learn to move on, be okay on my own for fucking once
not *need* her anymore
forgive myself, if thats even hypothetically possible
let her go...
get it through my dumb fucking mind that she was never the angel i made her out to be in the first place
and she never wanted to be
at the very *least* see her true colors rather than the ones i decided to paint her with... even if it still doesnt change how i feel about her



im not sure any of thats even possible
i think this will haunt me to the day i die, and if im unlucky, past that

im just tired of this emotional pain
ive had more than my fair share
already got my karma, plenty of it
its just pain for the sake of pain and i want it to end
 
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freevoid

freevoid

Student
Jul 11, 2022
137
Permanently shift to a reality of my creation.
 
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SamTam33

Warlock
Oct 9, 2022
763
I'd go back in time and castrate my would-be father.

This is something I daydream about incessantly: the ability to keep him from meeting my mother.

I've fallen asleep fantasizing about what it would've been like if she had never laid eyes on him.

It's another one of those quirky things, like suicide, that brings me peace.

I can see the face of the man she was supposed to meet. He has a thick mustache and a pretty smile. I've given him a name and a personality.

I hate my father and I'd do anything to erase him from my being.
 
wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
994
I'd un-exist myself. I'd just never have been conceived in the first place.

Alternatively, I'd trade destinies with any one of a number of dear folks who were loving their lives, but died anyway. It seems particularly cruel and stupid that they're gone, while I could be stuck here for decades, hating everything.
 
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SpiroSundae

SpiroSundae

She/Her
Dec 1, 2022
47
Go east and smoke a fuck ton of opium in a field til i die
 
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spixs_macaw

waiting for a miracle
Sep 28, 2022
30
I'd tell my 14 years old me to reconsider her method as the one she chose in the end will fail for sure. But also to tell her that she is on the right track as it won't get any better.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Be a young cis female, which I believe would save me from CTBing.
 

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