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NotUrDream

NotUrDream

Loveless
May 21, 2026
64
Personally, if I could die listening to a song, it would probably be Mermaid crying by Dylann Angercar
 
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GlassMoon

GlassMoon

~
Nov 18, 2024
418
It ends with "If you jump, I'll jump with you." Though the meaning is supposed to be different. Someone going through the dark with you.

 
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Set Real Goul

Set Real Goul

Does'next on the menu' ring a bell for ya...normie
Jul 10, 2026
183
Probably this one:
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,308
I would listen to this song while dying.

 
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LostHighway

Experienced
May 5, 2025
225
I'm older and would like to hear a song from my youth that brings back warm memories. Dancing in the Moonlight by King Harvest. It's also a song I'd like played at my memorial.

 
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jw_sisyphus97

Student
Mar 19, 2026
104
The Eternal by Joy Division
 
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pond

pond

stuck like a nerf dart
May 8, 2018
303
Depends on my mood. If I'm scared at the time, something like one of the Pokémon OPs would be nice to hear for the last time. I feel like it would lessen the fear because I'd be focused on the bittersweet emotions from nostalgia.



 
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Enyan

Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
155
I'd want to die listening to something that makes me feel... I don't know how to describe it, but peaceful, I guess? And lightweight. Like I'm lying down somewhere in the grass outside with the sun shining on me. I actually have a playlist full of songs that I'll listen to when I go, mostly OST songs ♡

 
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lastappleonearth

lastappleonearth

Пиздюк
Jun 11, 2026
351
Fly me to the moon
 
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rorosbones

rorosbones

i want to sleep forever
Oct 12, 2025
30
during my last attempt i was listening to brand new city by mitski, but now i'd probably choose something more comforting or nostalgic, but still emotional.

rolling girl by wowaka has always been a song i can cry to, so maybe that one...


or possibly a song i performed back in high school choir, since i really miss singing in a group and choral music has always been comforting to me.
 
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locallyringedspace

locallyringedspace

she/her
Jul 23, 2026
21
probably Beach Life-In-Death by Car Seat Headrest
 
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Apology

Apology

𝚆𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚗
Oct 13, 2023
362
"EMBRACE SUICIDE.
I want to die alone and cold.
And hating myself for every moment of hope,

that I ever had"



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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,193
It ends with "If you jump, I'll jump with you." Though the meaning is supposed to be different. Someone going through the dark with you.



I can't listen to this one because it says the uploader hasn't made the video available in my country. That's unfortunate because I would like to hear the song. Anyway, to answer the OP's question, I would say that for me, Unleashed by Epica would be a great song for me to listen to at the very end.

 
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nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
322
 
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heywey

heywey

Student
Aug 28, 2025
153
I'm older and would like to hear a song from my youth that brings back warm memories. Dancing in the Moonlight by King Harvest. It's also a song I'd like played at my memorial.


Mmm, fantastic choice. That song has helped me through some dark times. It's one of my favorites.


My own choice, and it's about as cliche as it gets, Claire de Lune. I've spent a lot of time combing through different performances, and this has to be my favorite. Too often people play it so robotically, so regularly, but I love the way this one flows, no sharp edges, like floating on waves. I wish the piano's tone was a tad warmer but what can you do.
 
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LostHighway

Experienced
May 5, 2025
225
Mmm, fantastic choice. That song has helped me through some dark times. It's one of my favorites.


My own choice, and it's about as cliche as it gets, Claire de Lune. I've spent a lot of time combing through different performances, and this has to be my favorite. Too often people play it so robotically, so regularly, but I love the way this one flows, no sharp edges, like floating on waves. I wish the piano's tone was a tad warmer but what can you do.

What a brilliant choice! One of my favorite pieces ever. It is sublime. I'm going to send you a quick note....
 
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coolcow1289

coolcow1289

Experienced
Mar 17, 2026
206
The most beautiful song ever written.
 
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ForsakenEcho

ForsakenEcho

Waking in the dark end of the longest day
Jan 14, 2024
68
My favorite and most listened for the past 8 years

 
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Mr.Ruben

Mr.Ruben

Anatomically correct
Jul 13, 2026
81
it's a very interesting question I never thought of I think I'd be stranded between these two



I couldn't really say which one over the other, both have influenced my life and the way I think, both from movies. sorry for not really participating at the idea.
 
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N-methylamphetamine

N-methylamphetamine

Specialist
Jul 6, 2022
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rosegoldmoon

rosegoldmoon

fulltime nihilist
Sep 18, 2023
22
 
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Minfilia

Minfilia

of the Seventh Dawn
Jul 4, 2026
65
probably vera lynn's "we'll meet again"

 
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korchoi

Member
May 15, 2026
50
sarah mclachlan - angel
 
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Tomorrow Is Today

Tomorrow Is Today

trying to find comfort in dreams
May 16, 2026
98


Big funeral vibes as well
 
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p.punk!

p.punk!

may you never forget me • he/him
Aug 5, 2026
17
Yume Utsutsu — Lamp
 

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