Discussion if you could CTB anywhere or however in the world, where would you do it and how?

[stillbelow]

Ive thought about this alot. Im sure everyone else here has too. I think it would be interesting to hear other people's thoughts on this. For me, i would either -

1. Drift off peacefully in my bed. Id like it to be an average room temp, not to hot or not too cold. A mostly dark room with a hint of light, perhaps a nightlight or very dim LED lights. Id have my favorite album spinning on vinyl while i stare at my ceiling, slowly losing consciousness and traveling peacefully.

2. Drift away slowly at sea. Id have a secluded beach, filled with vegetation and live beings such as birds and other wildlife. I think a remote island would be best. I love the ocean, so laying on my back riding peaceful waves while i fade out of consciousness sounds beautiful.

 

[ZwartHartje]

Your #1 doesn't sound all that unrealistic, providing you had the right "stuff", such as opioids to overdose. I thought you meant something more out there, very unlikely to happen.
I was thinking of encountering the largest snake in the world, the green anaconda, in the remote Amazon rainforest. I adore the wilderness, and being taken back to the wilderness by one of her most magnificent beasts would be a dream. I think it would be a good death too, less scary and painful than being torn to pieces e.g. by a shark, although I love sharks and the ocean too. It's also not slow, agonizing suffocation; the tight grip of a constrictor snake stops the blood circulation in the prey, so you go unconscious pretty quickly.

 

[caramelpudding]

For me it's similar to your 1.)
idk if it's weird or not but for me I would love to drift off peacefully in someone arms.
I would arrange all my plushies around the bed and we would talk about how it's some how peaceful today like we would cuddle and I can hear their heart beating and my eyes would be slowly shut and my breath will be shallower and they would tell me that everything is going to be okay something like that

 

[bananaolympus]

In my room in my bed after midnight just the tv light door not closed but semi open, having a nice playlist running not loud room fresh but not cold might have a smoke feeling tired sleepy while thinking the happiest moments through my life closing my eyes thinking of my loved ones and be grateful for the moments of joy i could experience

 

[byec560]

Who cares? At that point I think TPO would definitely be a secondary concern. You would probably be in agony so bad you wouldn't be able to think about it anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

It doesn't matter to me where as long as I'm gone from this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence and I never suffer ever again, existence is just always a mistake to me and it's so terrible how this existence was imposed. For me non-existence is just all that's positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence that only ever causes all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me.

 

[Bishop]

Doesn't matter. Every moment should be lived (or tried to) like last moments. Because it could be.

 

[Passenger4224]

I want to be crushed by an elephant, because I love elephants

 

[UserFromNowhere]

I'd love to leave either watching a sunset or gazing out into the cosmic space at night on a mountain or by a freshwater lake surrounded by forest, preferably by my partner's side assuming they're okay with it or if we both chose to go out together. Unfortunately, I don't think any of that could play out realistically, and it would end up happening in my apartment or in my car. The realistic "ideal" that I've shared on this website is getting in my car, driving to a rest stop, and drifting off to eternal sleep listening to music, but I still don't know how likely that'll be.

 

[Fadenself00_]

Park bench at childhood place, sunset, music from my favourite game, and N

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

Realistic way, would like it to happen on a beach at night, with a full moon in the sky and bright stars everywhere. The only sound i could hear would be the waves gently stopping onto the shore.

I would sit on the smooth sand with a bottle of rhum and a gun, work through that liquor, thinking about everything i regret and when i'm done, be gone in a flash, in an instant.

Unrealistic way, i'm seeing myself in a space suit being floated away from earth and seeing it being smaller and smaller, having my oxygen be replaced by inert gas and slowly fading away in the void.

Maybe that be a "happy" ending if happy can still happen not that i diserve that anyway.