Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
It can be huge or very sublte and minor. Like how I wish my hair didn't grow so fast, and would make it grow way way slower so I don't need a haircut every 2 weeks.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
My lungs. The ones I've got now are nearly nonfunctional and make everything a struggle.

And I'd love to be a good dancer.
 
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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,055
I'm tempted to say my sex, but that has its downsides as well, and I'm not sure how much it really contributes to my misery. So I'll say a normally functioning bowel.
 
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Timetodie90

Timetodie90

Spiritual but suicidal.
Mar 8, 2020
103
I would like my sinuses to work normally. No more Chronic Rhino-Sinusitis.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
One thing? The body is an entire one thing, so everything?
 
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Sabriel

Sabriel

for in that sleep of death what dreams may come
Jul 23, 2019
209
My terrible eyesight. Not even being able to see clearly enough to drive without the aid of glasses or contacts is...disheartening.
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
Easy: size. Size is the one thing that can compensate almost any other attribute for males.
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And I mean body size, not the other measurement commonly undertaken to evaluate a person's manliness lol
 
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Freedent

Freedent

art hoe
Apr 19, 2020
42
My whole face. Objectively, i know i'm average, unremarkable. But when i look in the mirror, i just feel like my face doesn't even look like a human face. All the proportion just seem so off to me, every single characteristic just seems out of place. When i walk outside, i'm very ashamed of it, i feel like people might get scared of how ugly my face looks. I think i'd be more confident if i had another one.
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
My cheeks. They're too fat imo, I have to lose an enormous amount of weight for my face to not be round which is annoyin.
 
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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,055
My terrible eyesight. Not even being able to see clearly enough to drive without the aid of glasses or contacts is...disheartening.
I can relate.
 
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terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

Warlock
Dec 28, 2019
707
Have the body i had 20 years ago.
 
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Erdapfel

Erdapfel

I am a german potato
Feb 19, 2020
48
-Huge change: Becoming God.
-Minor change: Getting my genital integrity back.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
My upper front teeth.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Well, my kidneys were damaged by a med reaction, nervous system and a bunch of other stuff...I'll go with an entire body change too
Peace/hugs
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
Well, my kidneys were damaged by a med reaction, nervous system and a bunch of other stuff...I'll go with an entire body change too
Peace/hugs
Really? Why not simply change your attitude? You could swap your mind with that of Viktor Frankl and find meaning in your damaged kidneys...or with that of the Dalai Lama and simply practice loving acceptance towards them.

What happened to your kidneys?
 
Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Really? Why not simply change your attitude? You could swap your mind with that of Viktor Frankl and find meaning in your damaged kidneys...or with that of the Dalai Lama and simply practice loving acceptance towards them.

What happened to your kidneys?
Kidneys were damaged by a med reaction, stage three kidney disease. That's not even the only problem, have severe nerve damage too
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
@Nem From a one time event? Is there a stage four to kidney disease? What drug was it?
 
Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Stage five is the end. Had a combo of meds that reacted at once
 
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FusRohDracarys

But what do I know
Mar 31, 2020
236
Just one? Guess I'll go with the most fun option: dragon or cat eyes. Something with an elongated pupil. Whites of my eyes stay the same, probably give my irises a slightly more amber brown kind of color than my natural color but still within the realm of natural eye colors.

Mostly I'd just wanna see how many people notice and/or if people get uncomfortable when I look at them.
 
Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,744
The only change that I would make to it is to have it dead and lying in the ground, rather than having a heart beat and a functioning brain.
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
From a cosmetic standpoint I would change my skin. I have struggled with acne for most of my life and it has taken a huge mental toll on me. I was made fun of as child/teen and unhealthy obsessed over fixing it for my entire 20s. I have gotten it under control but I have had to resort to time consuming or expensive treatments to do so.

Physically I wish I could fix my debilitating ibs.
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
If only one thing, I want my nose back
 
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Rinzing

Rinzing

Meep Meep~
Apr 4, 2020
15
My hearing :) as i cant hear that great.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I have PCOS so, as a female, my chin and facial hair grows like there's no tomorrow. I was having laser hair removal before lockdown which was working amazingly but obviously since stopping midway through its coming back and bothering me like nothing else. Also I'm on medication for PCOS which has made my boobs fucking huge. Everyone attracted to me is thrilled but I fucking hate it and it just want to chop them off.
 
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MartyByrde

MartyByrde

Experienced
Mar 15, 2020
286
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
my height because I'm short :I I would rather be tall
 
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selfhater

selfhater

Experienced
Mar 1, 2020
222
i cant choose one cuz i hate my whole body but the most thing i hate is the skin
 
Somberly_

Somberly_

Member
Apr 21, 2020
22
I'd swap out my diseased mind. I guess at that point you're changing your body so extremely that you aren't even you anymore, and that would be suicide in it's own sense. Then yeah, new brain.
 
faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
I feel fine about my body, however would change my brain so that I could be in a state of mania very often with ability to relax when it is necessary.
 
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Remember to forget

Remember to forget

Member
Mar 6, 2020
98
I feel fine about my body, however would change my brain so that I could be in a state of mania very often with ability to relax when it is necessary.
I would like to change my brain as well, to one that's stops thinking about every single thing over and over.
 
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