thedevilwithin
anima vestra
- Oct 4, 2023
- 161
it's thought provoking and personally i don't even know. there's so much id change. i feel like i could've actually been happy - content at least with my life if i could redo certain things.
Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
- 21,154
Maybe I would just want to change how much I hate myself. It's like I've constantly been at war with another me internally and we've been at a stalemate for our entire lives. If only some kind of miracle peace treaty would exist but so far the closest thing to that seems to be a romantic relationship which is impossible for me to attain anyway so maybe I'd actually just have to change my life into having that instead.
lovedread
hell is other people
- Jan 2, 2020
- 213
i would have a lot of friends and or a partner that loved me more than anything
derpyderpins
In the Service of the Queen
- Sep 19, 2023
- 1,852
I know I have character issues to fix but I keep going back to the easy way out:
Enough money to never have to work.
That's the weak answer but it's what I'd take. Smarter answers would probably involve self-image, anxiety, etc.
baller
"such is life"
- Apr 30, 2024
- 45
Uhhh, If I wasn't autistic i think it would solve a lot of my problems
Having a healthy and good looking body without any ailments
ijustwishtodie
death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,177
I'd give myself super hero abilities that transcends the limitations of the human mind and the human body. I believe that I suffer a lot specifically because I'm a human with massive limitations. If I had enough power to transcend those limitations, I wouldn't have to suffer nor would I have to slave away nor would I have to experience the deterioration of my body
sserafim
brighter than the sun, that’s just me
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,013
4am
there’s nothing for you (it/its)
- Dec 14, 2023
- 3,332
xinino
Anti humanist
- Mar 31, 2024
- 398
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,878
To erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I just wish for this existence to be erased and for it to permanently disappear into nothingness. All that I want is the peace of non-existence, being able to erase my existence would solve everything for me.
Alltheywanted
Nobody knows what I see
- Mar 6, 2023
- 331
Denza
breaking down woohoo
- Apr 15, 2024
- 36
4am
there’s nothing for you (it/its)
- Dec 14, 2023
- 3,332
eh well today, tomorrow, doesn't matter really, either is fine with me, it's just one extra day
markimobzzdeasui
Life is a cruel joke
- Oct 24, 2021
- 1,149
scarlet-pixie
1/12/2024
- Apr 30, 2024
- 22
I want a body that I like and can be happy with. Or a family that actually loves me. I'm willing to take extra traumas for both.
thedevilwithin
anima vestra
- Oct 4, 2023
- 161
completely relate to this. internally i have never felt peace.
love is such a difficult thing. it takes so much trust as well. i hope you find true, peaceful love.
i completely get it. fuck work. i seriously don't understand how someone can stay sane working a job for 40+ years. it's borderline inhumane and torture. fuck the system.
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Lady Laudanum
Here for a bad time, not a long time
- May 9, 2024
- 807
I wish there was someone who would still love me and care about me after they truly got to know me. But if we're talking about things that are realistically possible then I guess I wish my dad would have a heart attack or another stroke. Then I can convince my mom to keep him on life support for as long as possible and prolong his suffering, in revenge for sexually abusing me as a kid.
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