If you are in my situation, will you suicide?

[Mohamedömar]

I am 19 years old

I am very short (5'4 feet tall), ugly, weak young man with a skinny fat physique, poor sight
and a small thin penis.
I see my friends and especially Chads having gfs and marry beautiful girls while I will be lonely because there will be no woman even an ugly woman that love me (also most women and girls are taller than me).
I feel really bad and heartbroken, I am a cursed person that will live as a lonely subhuman.

If you were in my situation, would you commit suicide or try to live the life till the end?

 

[braintorture]

What's your goal? Kids? Sex?

 

[Cauliflour]

You're 19, you haven't even reached your 20s yet. Also I don't think marrying at 19 is a good idea so I wouldn't be jealous of those kinds of people.

Society has conditioned people into thinking they have to speedrun love and have a body count of 35 and 3 marriages by 21 in order to be seen as "worthy" which is complete bullshit. Try to be the best person you can be and you'll find women who are into you soon enough. I've heard exercise is good for improving depression, maybe that'll help? Obviously don't over do it or turn into those gym bros who act obnoxious in the gym while flexing their muscles, but if you take care of yourself then people will eventually find interest. There's no "secret formula" to get laid by 20 different women, that's just a marketing gimmick for "alpha males" to sell lonely young men overpriced pyramid schemes.

 

[tarnishedstoner]

I would try to make life work. If you're suicidal, i don't mean to say you haven't tried that and I'm sorry to hear that. I haven't lived your life. But I would always try to make life work until i can't.
From an outsider's perspective, I'm doing very well in life and am fortunate enough. I'm still suicidal. I've come to believe that it's an internal thing. Though external factors do play a role.
If you're asking this because you feel suicidal and want to know if it's valid to feel that or not by listening to what others have to say then just know that that's just what you feel. If you're suicidal then i get it. It must be bad. Though feeling something and acting on it are two different things.
Take care, friend.

 

[Mohamedömar]

What's your goal? Kids? Sex?

I just want a family and a loyal lovely wife
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You're 19, you haven't even reached your 20s yet. Also I don't think marrying at 19 is a good idea so I wouldn't be jealous of those kinds of people.

Society has conditioned people into thinking they have to speedrun love and have a body count of 35 and 3 marriages by 21 in order to be seen as "worthy" which is complete bullshit. Try to be the best person you can be and you'll find women who are into you soon enough. I've heard exercise is good for improving depression, maybe that'll help? Obviously don't over do it or turn into those gym bros who act obnoxious in the gym while flexing their muscles, but if you take care of yourself then people will eventually find interest. There's no "secret formula" to get laid by 20 different women, that's just a marketing gimmick for "alpha males" to sell lonely young men overpriced pyramid schemes.

I mean by my post thet I realized that I am cooked in this young age

 

[RunDown]

Personally, I wouldn't suicide over that. At the same time your struggle is valid. I'm sorry you're going through this. Placing so much value on physical appearance is concerning. Why do you think you do this? Do you judge women in the same way? Hanging out with chads, or shallow people, will only make this issue worse imo. We've all been there. I'm overweight, too sick to get out of bed, haven't had a relationship in years, I look at myself in the mirror and feel ugly. I do know that the best relationships I had had little to do with physical attraction or lust. The idea that women won't love you because of how you look seems like a projection. If you can't love a woman for who she is then you wouldn't expect a woman to do the same for you. If this is the case, then I believe you can work on it and make progress. You're worth more than how you look, I know it's cliche, but it's very true as well. Either way, I hope you find what you're looking for.

 

[Mohamedömar]

I would try to make life work. If you're suicidal, i don't mean to say you haven't tried that and I'm sorry to hear that. I haven't lived your life. But I would always try to make life work until i can't.
From an outsider's perspective, I'm doing very well in life and am fortunate enough. I'm still suicidal. I've come to believe that it's an internal thing. Though external factors do play a role.
If you're asking this because you feel suicidal and want to know if it's valid to feel that or not by listening to what others have to say then just know that that's just what you feel. If you're suicidal then i get it. It must be bad. Though feeling something and acting on it are two different things.
Take care, friend.

THX

 

[like-spoiledmilk]

I personally would not.

Women are people. They don't just homogenously like one thing, and honestly, being kind, consistent, and thoughtful is more important than any physical attribute. Hell, even if you just want to sleep with them, being creative with oral, toys, and general pleasure is better than being the biggest around. "Unattractive" people are getting married and falling in love every day. You're more than numbers and categories.

Regardless, loneliness is valid. Feeling self-conscious when you don't fit societal standards is very valid. I hope you find some peace of mind within yourself.

 

[Mohamedömar]

I personally would not.

Women are people. They don't just homogenously like one thing, and honestly, being kind, consistent, and thoughtful is more important than any physical attribute. Hell, even if you just want to sleep with them, being creative with oral, toys, and general pleasure is better than being the biggest around. "Unattractive" people are getting married and falling in love every day. You're more than numbers and categories.

Regardless, loneliness is valid. Feeling self-conscious when you don't fit societal standards is very valid. I hope you find some peace of mind within yourself.

thanks bro