If sn doesn't arrive

[inaminute]

If my SN doesn't arrive tomorrow I will hang myself self explanatory really. So this maybe my last thread

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.

 

[LastBitOfJoy]

I would wait for SN as I think it's much better than hanging. You do you though, much love to you and hope you find peace <3

 

[inaminute]

People, I've been around suicide forums for longer than some of you have been alive. And I don't mean that meanly. I've tried everything including drinking chloroform and every time I've ended up in ICU. but now I'm 46 I'm a little wiser. I live in Scotland and I know where the police can't find me. My life has been a shit storm since I was born and it continues to today with a wife who'd rather spend Xmas messaging her ex from a one night stand that caused a child I've raised since he was 7 he's now 21 and she found him in Facebook. I can't work a career due to my mental problems and I can't even be a dad. All my family hate me and my wife and her family are so tight I feel excluded. So this is my fuck you to the world I hope they all pay for eternity as much as the pedophile who abused me as a kid. I just can't cope anymore.

 

[inaminute]

You'll need to research and practice hanging

It's not difficult weight + drop distance = broken neck. Other option is tie a rope to a tree and my neck and drive fast.

 

[Tears in Rain]

People, I've been around suicide forums for longer than some of you have been alive. And I don't mean that meanly. I've tried everything including drinking chloroform and every time I've ended up in ICU. but now I'm 46 I'm a little wiser. I live in Scotland and I know where the police can't find me. My life has been a shit storm since I was born and it continues to today with a wife who'd rather spend Xmas messaging her ex from a one night stand that caused a child I've raised since he was 7 he's now 21 and she found him in Facebook. I can't work a career due to my mental problems and I can't even be a dad. All my family hate me and my wife and her family are so tight I feel excluded. So this is my fuck you to the world I hope they all pay for eternity as much as the pedophile who abused me as a kid. I just can't cope anymore.

It's not difficult weight + drop distance = broken neck. Other option is tie a rope to a tree and my neck and drive fast.

Sorry about your situation. Yeah, life has become a shit-show for a lot of us on here.
Tieing a rope to a tree and your neck and then driving? I never came across that one before, let's hope you get the SN!

 

[inaminute]

Sorry about your situation. Yeah, life has become a shit-show for a lot of us on here.
Tieing a rope to a tree and your neck and then driving? I never came across that one before, let's hope you get the SN!

Sadly my SN has been declined despite my well worded reasoning to have it. Anyone care to pm me I'd be more than thankful

 

[eashanm]

Sadly my SN has been declined despite my well worded reasoning to have it. Anyone care to pm me I'd be more than thankful

SN got declined? Honestly, must have been painful.