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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
probably human but born into better conditions, a good life. Being one of the lucky ones who have very good lives and minimal pain. If it's not that then a dog in a loving family.
 
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finalexit

finalexit

Member
Jan 24, 2021
84
A god. I want to help fix this fucked up place
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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Taos

Taos

Student
Apr 19, 2021
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Me too. Jim Tucker and Rob Schwartz have interesting YT vids for those who want to look into this btw.
I'd like a break, to heal, but I'd happily come back. For a long time, I put off ctb because I believe we're souls who choose human life for spiritual growth. We plan our lives/lessons and we return to "master" them. I'm almost certain I know what mine is, but I'm exhausted.
 
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LostSoul1609

LostSoul1609

Experienced
Mar 9, 2021
245
I vehemently believe in reincarnation.

It's one of the main reasons I've ODd 22 times during the past two years.

I get a lot of intrusive thoughts, one of which being that I'm coming back as a girl. An American girl, to be more precise.

For the record, I'm a straight London fella, with no gender identity crisis or such.

How about you?
I too believe in reincarnation, however most tradition agree that suicides are reborn in similar circumstances to their previous lives until they can figure that out.
Hopefully if I'm reborn it's in a life where I'm not held by all these things and I can really be myself
 
brokenwaves

brokenwaves

i need to cross a border that’s hard to define
Feb 19, 2021
118
i wouldn't mind reincarnation as long as my new form is far from this planet. maybe a speck of dust in the rings of saturn
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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I'd happily come back. For a long time, I put off ctb because I believe we're souls who choose human life for spiritual growth. We plan our lives/lessons and we return to "master" them.
Such a Western attitude. Hinduism & Buddhism see reincarnation as a terrible thing, & people desperately want to avoid it by becoming "enlightened". If you asked a Tibetan what they would like to be reborn as, they would be shocked & offended. It would be like asking a medieval Italian which circle of hell they would like to end up in when they die :))
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
If reincarnation is a thing I hope to be someone with a healthy mind in my next life.
 
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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
Me too. Jim Tucker and Rob Schwartz have interesting YT vids for those who want to look into this btw.
I'd like a break, to heal, but I'd happily come back. For a long time, I put off ctb because I believe we're souls who choose human life for spiritual growth. We plan our lives/lessons and we return to "master" them. I'm almost certain I know what mine is, but I'm exhausted.
What are you convinced your goals are?
You know, in the cultures where people believe in that stuff the goal is actually to get off the wheel of reincarnation (= wheel of suffering) by shedding one's ego/becoming "enlightened". Reincarnation is seen as a horrible trap, not some fun Ferris wheel :ohhhh::))
I became Hindu for a while, until I learned that suicide is the ultimate sin for which when you leave earth, you end up in a place between hell and earth where you're punished horrendously.

But I've since learned of an act known as prayopavesa, whereby you can starve yourself to death, as long as you declare it to another Hindu. This is classed as the ultimate sacrifice, and you automatically break the reincarnation cycle and achieve Moksha (the Hindu word for enlightenment.)

I'm no longer Hindu, but it's the only religion I respect. It's actually the oldest religion known to man, and goes back as far as time itself.

As for reincarnation being a horrible trap, I like the concept. I want to come back again, only next time I'll do many things differently. I've fucked up/swerved a lot of great opportunities, and now I hate my life. That's why I do what I do.
A capybara for sure. I wanna feel the bliss they feel when they're in those lil warm baths with the oranges in em
Never heard of them before.

I hope you achieve your goal.

Wishing you well.
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,049
Scarlett Johansson.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Scarlett Johansson.
So, you plan on possessing her living body? You dirty, dirty genius! :))
Btw, change her accent permanently & make her eat haggis on national TV :))
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
A Werewolf!
 
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Moose.000

Moose.000

"Everything is meaningless" ~King Solomon
Apr 10, 2021
210
Slenderman
 
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Taos

Taos

Student
Apr 19, 2021
119
What are you convinced your goals are?
I'm not very good at explaining things, but here goes: I have gone through 3 year cycles of having a major crisis/tragedy quickly followed by serious suicidal ideation, resurgence of faith in spiritual matters and an "awakening" (including several intense spontaneous Kundalini activations). I think my life lessons have been to foster resilience/confidence in self, to "upgrade" spiritually and to liberate myself from any constraint/to heal. My greatest obstacle this lifetime has been fear. I am a weak person.
 
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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
I'm not very good at explaining things, but here goes: I have gone through 3 year cycles of having a major crisis/tragedy quickly followed by serious suicidal ideation, resurgence of faith in spiritual matters and an "awakening" (including several intense spontaneous Kundalini activations). I think my life lessons have been to foster resilience/confidence in self, to "upgrade" spiritually and to liberate myself from any constraint/to heal. My greatest obstacle this lifetime has been fear. I am a weak person.
You sound very articulate.

I hope you find/reach what you are looking for.
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,049
So, you plan on possessing her living body? You dirty, dirty genius! :))
Btw, change her accent permanently & make her eat haggis on national TV :))
I'd have to catch one first. Haggisses adopt a type of optical camouflage which makes them near invisible when within the vicinity of a chipshop. That's why we put batter on them first. So we can see them if they try to escape. Poxy little bastards have sharp teeth, so you need to be careful, especially as they're also poisonous. The venom fills you with a rage that makes you drink Buckfast and then hurl the bottles at ned scum with white baseball caps.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
I'd have to catch one first. Haggisses adopt a type of optical camouflage which makes them near invisible when within the vicinity of a chipshop. That's why we put batter on them first. So we can see them if they try to escape. Poxy little bastards have sharp teeth, so you need to be careful, especially as they're also poisonous. The venom fills you with a rage that makes you drink Buckfast and then hurl the bottles at ned scum with white baseball caps.
:haha::haha: Oh man, Scarlett will become a beast the moment you enter her :pfff::pfff:
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
I'd have to catch one first. Haggisses adopt a type of optical camouflage which makes them near invisible when within the vicinity of a chipshop. That's why we put batter on them first. So we can see them if they try to escape. Poxy little bastards have sharp teeth, so you need to be careful, especially as they're also poisonous. The venom fills you with a rage that makes you drink Buckfast and then hurl the bottles at ned scum with white baseball caps.
Haggis is so tasty especially with tatties and neeps! Good grub,l always look forward to Burns night!
 
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Nigh

Experienced
Oct 12, 2020
245
Eventhough I hate being alive, I actually like being a female. So If I get to be reincarnated again as a human I'd love it to be one with a vagina :ahhha:.
 
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HowNowBrownCow

HowNowBrownCow

Member
Dec 28, 2018
34
A creature from an undiscovered species that lives at the bottom of the ocean so I never see let alone deal with another human being ever again
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,203
I think the concept of reincarnation is fundamentally terrifying so I hope it doesn't exist. That said if I was given a choice I would come back as one of those Mayflies. They only live one day haha
 
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life-eternal

Student
Nov 11, 2020
115
SN
 
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Leshen

Member
Oct 31, 2018
97
Anything with the least amount of consciousness, but let's be real - reincarnation is yet another cope made up by humans who are scared shitless of death and it's as legit as any other religious nonsense.
 
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darkwater

Experienced
Apr 17, 2021
247
Rebirth makes more sense to me than death. We come from non-existence and go into non-existence. What is more likely that we are the winners of a lottery or that this state always alternates?
 
Rn110bg101

Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
412
If in this world/not too unrealistic: something, like air or a whisper, capable to travel anywhere on the planet, so I can go look at all the stuff I missed, without the monetary aspects of travel & life and burdens of having a brain & physical form. (Hopefully I'd be able to die by getting breathed with or something when I'm done)

If anything is possible: a cryptid being capable of shapeshifting and traveling anywhere, even in fictional worlds. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to be a witch/wizard in an academy like the one in "Mary and the Witch's Flower" (just look at it…), but also a cat just lazying about in different worlds at the same time...

... I know it's not probable, but hey, I like to think about it. Helps lower the SI (at least, mine) if you imagine there are only nice and cool things afterwards. (Maybe I'm too hopeful though. or I'm straight up gaslighting myself)
 
Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,595
I would like to come back as who I am now; virtually the same in every way but without the dark memories and trauma that haunt me. Then I would try to give life another chance... Maybe.
 
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finalexit

finalexit

Member
Jan 24, 2021
84
Very interesting. Would you start over from scratch and redesign the human race, planet, etc. or just try to fix the current state?
Tempting to start from scratch but there are glimpses of potential good, might get nostalgic for those parts. Probably just start cleaning up, removing/improving the bad as it's observed.
 
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All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

Mage
Apr 14, 2021
557
Tempting to start from scratch but there are glimpses of potential good, might get nostalgic for those parts. Probably just start cleaning up, removing/improving the bad as it's observed.
You're a god, you shouldn't let yourselves be susceptible to such feeble and human feelings like nostalgia.
 
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