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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
I vehemently believe in reincarnation.

It's one of the main reasons I've ODd 22 times during the past two years.

I get a lot of intrusive thoughts, one of which being that I'm coming back as a girl. An American girl, to be more precise.

For the record, I'm a straight London fella, with no gender identity crisis or such.

How about you?
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
An extremely deadly virus.
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,875
A human again, but this time one that actually has a good life. In other words, a lucky one.
 
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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
A dung beetle.
 
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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
i dont want to go back
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
Whatever thing that only lives for a day I guess and from there to not exist at all.
 
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Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
I would like to come back as a regular body bacteria. At least I can die with hand hygiene. It's a very short lifetime.
 
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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
Any form of after life its impossible i am sure that 99% is just nothingness but i hope i am wrong
 
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All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

Mage
Apr 14, 2021
557
A giant tree in a flower field.
 
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bluedreamscape

Member
Apr 17, 2021
35
An extremely deadly virus.

33 years ago, the Queen's husband spoke on the topic of reincarnation, and what he would come back as if such a thing existed.

He said: "In the event that I am reincarnated, I would like to return as a deadly virus, to contribute something to solving overpopulation."

 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
If there's no other choice, I just want to be reincarnated as a normal person who doesn't wonder what the hell life is and is more than happy with a studying, getting a slave job, getting married, having children and keeping working until I'm a grey old sick man and just die.
 
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charcoalcat

charcoalcat

The only thing humans are equal in is death
Apr 17, 2018
124
Human, either 200 years ago or 200 years later.

200 years ago - Life was a lot simpler

200 years later - Utopia, or something resembling it

The current era (transitioning) is the worst of all. I'd rather stay dead.
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
A frog or toad
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
A Higgs-Boson particle. They exist for approximately 15.6 thousand-billion-billions (1.56x10^-22) of a second.
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
I want to come back as the aliens that would Death Laser the Earth into oblivion.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
Never ever I wanna go back here!!!
 
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onthelastday

onthelastday

I died long before i met you.
Apr 16, 2021
109
I really wouldn't want to go back, I just want it all to end, existence is too painful, but if I had no choice, I would like to go back as a person ... gosh, I really wouldn't like to go back, maybe someone with money, some good friends and good looks
 
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Some1's_Wasted_Fetus

Student
Mar 20, 2021
174
I would come back as a giant hulking Giga-chad, be born into a filthy rich family just to see how much of a contrast there is on quality of life based on income, race, physical appearance, etc. As an "incel" I'd like to know how it's like to live life on "tutorial mode" lol. I know it sounds pathetic but I want to come back and know what it's like to have doors open for me with minimal effort, to actually like myself and have high self-esteem, to be treated nicely by people in general, and to know what it's like for the opposite sex to actually desire me. I just don't want to go through childhood/school all over again
 
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hfdepression30

hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
Human to reattempt living a happier life. However, if life exists outside of this world and on another planet, sign me up.. I'd love to see the other side even though I wouldn't have any recollection of this world
 
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DarkWolf

DarkWolf

Worthless Loser
Mar 29, 2021
201
I don't want to come back. I don't want to be a human again.
I think I'd like to be a tree in a forest far away from humans.
 
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Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
307
A microorganism that lives in the geysers of Yellowstone. If there is another life than I at least want to see the Super Volcano explode after all the hype
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
If i have to come back as a human then hopefully someone with a family that actually loves them. I reckon being born into a royal family or something would be good because i wouldnt have to do anything and could just live life mostly worry free.
 
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StarLight

Member
Apr 17, 2021
20
Despite not being completely sure whether I think reincarnation is real or not, the thought of it is comforting to me since it would literally be the only way I'd get to have a chance at a happy life. I would love to come back as human again, but this time I'd want to be born into a stable loving family.
 
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RowdyH999

Student
Mar 17, 2021
136
I think we will start a new life. Either in the future or the past.
 
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Ame

Ame

あめ
Nov 1, 2019
322
A cat who lives with a loving family. The life of a spoiled cat is ideal -- less the neutering -- if you really think about it. Coming back as a cat is just one step below achieving Enlightenment.
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,159
Elon Musk ver 2.0
 
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Soapie

Soapie

I hope we all can heal from this
Mar 26, 2021
85
I vehemently believe in reincarnation.

It's one of the main reasons I've ODd 22 times during the past two years.

I get a lot of intrusive thoughts, one of which being that I'm coming back as a girl. An American girl, to be more precise.

For the record, I'm a straight London fella, with no gender identity crisis or such.

How about you?
A capybara for sure. I wanna feel the bliss they feel when they're in those lil warm baths with the oranges in em
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
I vehemently believe in reincarnation.

It's one of the main reasons I've ODd 22 times during the past two years.

I get a lot of intrusive thoughts, one of which being that I'm coming back as a girl. An American girl, to be more precise.
You know, in the cultures where people believe in that stuff the goal is actually to get off the wheel of reincarnation (= wheel of suffering) by shedding one's ego/becoming "enlightened". Reincarnation is seen as a horrible trap, not some fun Ferris wheel :ohhhh::))
 
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