Many doctors told my mom that she should have aborted me. She was on heavy pharmaceutical medication that should have resulted in my being born retarded. She was Catholic, and did not. So I was born, but indeed was born with severe autism.
But I don't wish I was never born. I know that I brought my mother great happiness while she lived. She described me and my sister as the best things that ever happened to her.
My opinion might be different if I were without a way to end my life on my own terms, but because I can choose to exit and free myself of this suffering, I am glad I existed for this short period. Having made her happy was worth my current pain. And soon I will be free!