Venting If only there is a sign

[Unhumanly.]

If only there is a very clear sign that I'll face a big loss in my life, I'd be more at ease with my decision to just CTB right now before looking at myself becoming a disappointment for anyone else, if only there's just something to tell me straight to my face and picture me the future and put the piece together in connected lines, but all loses in my life is always something very sudden, either it is a loss of anything I own, a loss of my job, a loss of someone close, I cannot connect every piece because I can't logically find the correlation, it is very abrupt and it's too overwhelming for me to handle.

 

[Hikari.]

hey hey hey! sadly im not a sign for that but im definitely a sign for something else

If only there is a very clear sign that I'll face a big loss in my life, I'd be more at ease with my decision to just CTB right now before looking at myself becoming a disappointment for anyone else, if only there's just something to tell me straight to my face and picture me the future and put the piece together in connected lines, but all loses in my life is always something very sudden, either it is a loss of anything I own, a loss of my job, a loss of someone close, I cannot connect every piece because I can't logically find the correlation, it is very abrupt and it's too overwhelming for me to handle.

But in all seriousness, I've been through the same thing but theres always a little bit of hope for me