NSFW if my PSSD doesnt go away by new years im gonna take 12 asprins and a shit ton of amphetamines and dxm and then stab myself to death

[windowinstaller]

the asprin will make it that my blood cant clot and the dxm is to prevent pain and the amphetamines is to make sure i dont chicken out. SSRIs ruined my life and why to fuck should i not kill myself. the pills il take before will make it that it wont hurt at all so i will be able to just stab myself untill i pass out and then die from blood loss and the asprin will make it that it hurts less and my blood wont clot so i wont stop bleeding till im dead. goodbye.