Surai
There's Nothing Left
- Mar 26, 2024
- 315
And through my biological inclination I had convinced myself they were good. That they meant well. When all I was, a fantasy in my head. When you get past that high, and you clear up. You start to really see what it is you love. Not what you want. What you need. To convince yourself to keep living. I convinced myself. When all they do is surround. How can you ignore. You just have to. To stay sane. They are always looking for an opportunity to get in your face. It gives them life. I don't know how. I'm still trying to figure that out. I just wish we were all happy. No, everyone just wants to make sure they're happy. It can get you so excited. So, so excited. Like a heaven that doesn't seem to want to exist. How can a devil make themselves look so good? Will I really be rewarded for suffering more than those who chose pleasure. But they seem to be winning in this life. How can it be this way. Will I really be rewarded?
