I have finally made the decision to CTB as soon as possible. I'm not comfortable saying the exact day on this forum, because things have changed, but I do believe I will seriously go thru with it. I will not mention the method, because it's one of the most disliked methods on this forum (it ain't for the weak), and I am taking a risk, but I don't care. Please do NOT try to make me doubt myself or talk me out of it. I've been here a very long time, and I need to make a serious attempt to finally CTB, and it's my ONLY option. Don't ask me about the method, just please comfort me on my way out of this world, and hope for the best. I'm trying to strengthen myself to be productive this week in preparation for my very near CTB date. I've been practically bed ridden with major depression & anxiety for the past few months to the point of becoming very sick, and even throwing up. I need to become a new empowered person in acceptance of my CTB so that I can get some videos dedicated to the public done, and stuff like that (I want to at least raise awareness for what I've been thru). Thank you all for the comfort that I have received from everyone on this forum, I'm hoping by the end of the week I can share my story with you guys via video before I go.
Linda
Member
- Jul 30, 2020
- 1,685
I hope everything goes well for you. Without knowing what method you plan to use, I can't say much more, but if it is a method that could fail and leave you badly hurt, please plan it very carefully. Down to the last detail. Good luck.
I know you mean well, but I rather not receive messages that will cause me doubt like this, and if I receive 1 more like this from anyone else, I will try to delete this thread. I am desperate, and I have chosen to believe that my method will work like it has worked for others, even though it's risky. This is not a method that I can plan carefully, and guarantee, but for me it's worth it. I just want to be comforted on my way out which will hopefully be successful, I don't want to be persuaded against it. Thank you for hoping everything goes well for me.
Linda
Member
- Jul 30, 2020
- 1,685
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,938
I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you find freedom from this hellish world.
I know which method you are likely alluding to; I'm not one to judge. I wish you all the best in your journey friend
If you're truly set on it, I wish you peace, painlessness, and rest. Good luck, in whatever decision you make.
purplerapture
ITS ME HI IM THE PROBLEM
- Apr 10, 2023
- 50
I believe any method would work if you set your mind to it tbh one of my methods was the most demented thing I've ever came up with I had other suicidal people even get genuinely shocked when they hear because it's not even a known method, it would've worked if I truly set my mind to it back then. I'm curious about yours tbh but I respect it if you don't want to say what it is, I wish you luck :)
I wish you peace and rest. Good luck from the bottom of my heart. You will be thought of.
LateForTheBus
Experienced
- Feb 7, 2023
- 228
I wish you a quick and painless exit from this world. See you on the other side.
Rocket
Member
- Oct 12, 2022
- 60
SexyIncƩl
šmy lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
- Aug 16, 2022
- 1,482
I support you. You helped me out in a dark time. I hope to learn more about you in your video. You have a story worth telling. Maybe you can give certain 'people' hell. I won't forget you
Jezzibell
On my way out. Yayyyyy
- Apr 21, 2023
- 709
I am also here for you. It doesn't matter at all to me what method you've chosen. You are not stupid and I know you will have thought it through.
If this is what you want, we'll be here with you to the end. Xxxx
If this is what you want, we'll be here with you to the end. Xxxx
leap_from_life
Member
- Apr 5, 2023
- 43
I hope we all will meet on the other side one day
