I definitely understand. It becomes obsessive! I love hearing people waking up alive, because I can easily relate. I don't think the thought ever goes away.
Me too!!
Sadly I think even with a billion dollars I'd still feel suicidalMe too!!
Maybe not the wealthiest billionaire but I'd be rich enough to not be suicidal anymore.
Yeah, money isn't a fix-all band-aid. I'd most likely still ctb after a billion dollars, maybe make it more comfortable obviously.
I would probably set my family and loved ones up for life, donate some to charity, then travel to a country where euthanasia is legal, or ill pay 100 million to borrow someone's suicide pod
I mean, I'd do the same then ctb. I'd love to have the suicide pod delivered to my address though, that'd be my dream purchase.
Yeah pretty much that
, I'd definitely pay 40-70 million for it, fuck mansions and hypercars.
If suicidal thoughts crossed your mind every seconds while you're awake, you'd make
You'd make $100M in five years.
sanctioned-suicide.net
According to @LoiteringClouds more than 63 million....I mean, my suicidality could change the lifes of my villagers
Thanks for the interesting details! It was kind of hyperbole, just emphasizing how much suicide has been on my mindIf suicidal thoughts crossed your mind every seconds while you're awake, you'd make
16 hours x 3600 seconds x 365 = $ 21,024,000 a year.
It would take 47.6 years to make a billion dollars.
You'd make $100M in five years.
But I might have underestimated your suicidal thoughts. I'm so sorry if it's the case...
10 suicidal thoughts a second would be a pure torture I guess...
PS This isn't my idea - I was inspired by @Thia's post:
How would you react if, on one random day, you find out that you have a 1% chance of dying during your sleep every time you sleep?
What the title says. As for me, I would be frustrated that percentage isn't higher but, nonetheless, I would look forward to sleeping even more than I already do and I'd keep this knowledge as a secret. I'd just keep on hoping that I die during one of my sleeps and I'd probably sleep extra too...
And please let me know if there's any mistake. Thank you.
Congrats on 3000 posts by the way!
oh, I didn't notice, thank you. Probably be able to rebuild roads and help people out where you're at that much more.
Man, is 3000 really significant here? I just didn't think anything of it but thank you man, I appreciate it.
Haha I guess it's the "fullness" of it, I celebrated my 1000th .....soon 2000 :)
Yup! The mother land :)
Awesome avatar and name by the way!
Sista here...guess am radiating masculinity?
Every 1000th is an excuse in my book :)
Black was my favorite part of Super, Jiren too but that's about it.
My bad sistaSista here...guess am radiating masculinity?
, maybe a little but never a bad thingThank you, I just picked it out because I was bored and it stuck since.
If you don't mind me asking, how many years has it been that you have found life pointless, meaningless and had strong suicidal thoughts for?
My wish to die is a result of becoming aware of how truly undesirable existence is. I cannot remember ever wanting existence, as why would someone wish for that, I wish I never existed, even when I was very young I found comfort in death.
