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kambroov
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- Apr 7, 2023
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I'm desperate to end it and other methods don't work for me. Please if anyone knows a SN source in Australia, DM me. I would really really appreciate it.
That sounds terrible, is there no medically assisted dying in your country? If anyone deserves access to that, it's you.I would really appreciate a DM as well. I'm concerned SN will become even more restricted in the future, so there isn't much time left to get it. My worst problem is that I have a bone disease. My skeleton is basically disintegrating. My vertebrae have already started fracturing. I am in pain. I can't use a computer for very long each day, which makes it difficult to participate in forums. It also makes it difficult to research my health issues (doctors are so disappointing). But at the same time trying day after day to figure out a way to ctb. Anyway, I would really appreciate a little help getting SN. I understand it's a little risky but I swear on my mother and all my ancestors, I am really just trying to ctb reliably and peacefully.
Thank you. There is MAiD here. My understanding is it can take up to 6 months after applying. I don't want to apply yet. There's a drug that might help me. It might not work. It's possible I will end up bed-ridden and then apply. But by then my big fear is that I wont be able to sleep on my side any more, which controls my sleep apnea (CPAP doesn't work for me). So that would be 6 months of sleep deprivation, pain, and dependance on others. Basically tortureThat sounds terrible, is there no medically assisted dying in your country? If anyone deserves access to that, it's you.
If I were you, I'd start applying now because once you've gone through the whole process and they're ready to let you die, you can do it whenever you want. You don't have to do it if you don't want to. Also, I'm sorry to say this, but I don't think the drug will help much; in general, drugs don't work very well to fix medical conditions.Thank you. There is MAiD here. My understanding is it can take up to 6 months after applying. I don't want to apply yet. There's a drug that might help me. It might not work. It's possible I will end up bed-ridden and then apply. But by then my big fear is that I wont be able to sleep on my side any more, which controls my sleep apnea (CPAP doesn't work for me). So that would be 6 months of sleep deprivation, pain, and dependance on others. Basically torture
Still waitingIf I were you, I'd start applying now because once you've gone through the whole process and they're ready to let you die, you can do it whenever you want. You don't have to do it if you don't want to. Also, I'm sorry to say this, but I don't think the drug will help much; in general, drugs don't work very well to fix medical conditions.
That's just my opinion though, I don't know anything about your situation so I can't judge.
Anyway, did anyone end up sending you an SN source? Or still waiting?
I live in Australia and received some from outside of Australia.I'm desperate to end it and other methods don't work for me. Please if anyone knows a SN source in Australia, DM me. I would really really appreciate it.
Really? I'm scared to do it because I heard if it gets intercepted by customs, you'll get sent to a psych ward.I live in Australia and received some from outside of Australia.
That's the risk you have to take I guess. Just deny everything.Really? I'm scared to do it because I heard if it gets intercepted by customs, you'll get sent to a psych ward.
I don't think that's the case in Australia. I ordered 2 bottles of N in 2018 and the first shipment got intercepted. No psyche ward, only a letter saying my stuff beens confiscated . Police came to the door for a welfare check. No fine or trouble. Second shipment came through coz I changed my payment method . I'm not sure if they'd treat SN the same as N though, I can't see the difference, they're both illegal poisonsReally? I'm scared to do it because I heard if it gets intercepted by customs, you'll get sent to a psych ward.
Website.Did you get it from a private seller or a website?