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WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
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It's actually quicker and easier to list the ones I haven't been on, lol. The only antidepressant class I haven't tried is the MAOIs. I've also only ever had one of the typical antipsychotics/major tranquilizers, which was thiothixene. I'm fairly certain I've been on all the others over the past 30 years. At least all the other major classes of psychotropics, plus some orphan drugs and off-label things.
I had a clear positive response to 3 drugs: Serzone (nefazodone), an atypical antidepressant that is no longer on the market in my country, which had terrible side-effects but gave me a kind of semi-remission for about three years; Provigil (modafinil), a stimulant that worked fantastically well for a week and then quit; and Trintellix (vortioxetine), some kind of weird orphan drug whose mechanism I don't understand at all, which provided about 4 years of decent quality of life before fizzling out in 2019.
I wouldn't trade the years where Trintellix was working, but I'm actually more suicidal now than I was before I tried it, because now I understand that there can be more to life than severe chronic depression. I no longer have endless patience for sitting around in misery. I'm just like, "Oh, this again? No thank you. Check, please."
I can relate so much.
I've been really feeling like a guinea pig during the last two years lol. I've tried like 10 different meds.