Discussion If all of a sudden all your problems went away and all your desires came true would you still CTB ?

[Buddha.e.c]

I think I'm forever in a state of depression and sadness even if everything were to get better somethings left a emotional scar on your soul .

 

[Darkover]

living in the dream world fantasy doesn't exist so no
infinite computer power

 

[Sea Turtle]

May delay it, but CTB is inevitable. I have never wished to live a life of working until our health fails (more) in old age.

 

[Buddha.e.c]

May delay it, but CTB is inevitable. I have never wished to live a life of working until our health fails (more) in old age.

Its all meant to distract from reality the world is getting no better :(

 

[Of The Universe]

No!!!

 

[Sea Turtle]

Its all meant to distract from reality the world is getting no better :(

World is the same, as are people, as are my beliefs that life just isn't worth it. I feel as though everything is just an ounce of false hope to preserve this so called life for a little longer

 

[Superdeterminist]

It's very possible. I don't think anything could possibly make me abandon suicide completely. Too many bad experiences have already been had. Feels like I'm already being too generous to life by continuing to stick around.

 

[Buddha.e.c]

World is the same, as are people, as are my beliefs that life just isn't worth it. I feel as though everything is just an ounce of false hope to preserve this so called life for a little longer

All ive ever known was disappointment hoping that one day it would all be okay .Now at this age i feel i have nothing to hold on to .

 

[DontplayGod]

I have no desire to live life no matter how perfect it may be. Life holds no meaning to me, I would much rather have a peaceful nothingness for eternity than to live in my dream world

 

[Buddha.e.c]

It's very possible. I don't think anything could possibly make me abandon suicide completely. Too many bad experiences have already been had. Feels like I'm already being too generous to life by continuing to stick around.

Its those very experiences that change us completely i stooped all hope in getting "better" a while ago ...

 

[CiproKilledMe]

Of course not. If my (health) problems suddenly went away I would be the happiest person on this planet.

 

[Pluto]

The sense of underlying pain and restlessness is common to pretty much all of humanity. People whose lives are a succession of pleasurable events merely have enough distractions to prevent a descent into blackness, though this is actually a disadvantage in a way, as we never deal with the real problem.

 

[Green Destiny]

I genuinely would not know what to do with myself if that happened.

 

[Buddha.e.c]

Of course not. If my (health) problems suddenly went away I would be the happiest person on this planet.

I know most people would i just feel like there is no hope for a society so careless and cruel to poeple with mental heath issues . Even if, i still think more problems would add on .

 

[PurpleMonkey]

Nope.

My standards for happiness are incredibly low; all my life needs is a small studio, decent income, cool entertainment, a safe neighborhood, well-financed retirement for my folks, and good care/help for my special needs brother.

All of that can be solved with money - but I lack that money, the skills needed for obtaining it, or any fortune to inherit. I'm a 30 year old man with a shit job and am a walking failure to both myself and my parents.

Don't know if I have the guts to CTB at the moment (still probably waiting for that major tipping point) but god, if I just had a better bank account then I'd be happy living to a million years old.

 

[Buddha.e.c]

Nope.

My standards for happiness are incredibly low; all my life needs is a small studio, decent income, cool entertainment, a safe neighborhood, well-financed retirement for my folks, and good care/help for my special needs brother.

All of that can be solved with money - but I lack that money, the skills needed for obtaining it, or any fortune to inherit. I'm a 30 year old man with a shit job and am a walking failure to both myself and my parents.

Don't know if I have the guts to CTB at the moment (still probably waiting for that major tipping point) but god, if I just had a better bank account then I'd be happy living to a million years old.

I'm sorry to hear that in whatever you choose hope goes well also i understand if I'm not mistaken i think even millionaires CTB . There are still unhappy with so much assists the world is rigged for the mentally unhealthy to suffer no matter how much money the possess .

 

[PurpleMonkey]

Thanks, Buddha

Yeah I'm not depressed, necessarily. Just frustrated, anxious and trapped - and have been for quite a while. There have been moments of joy, mainly when I have no obligations and can just work and live in happy solitude, but they are becoming fewer and farer between.

I'm definitely one of those people for whom suicide is the "selfish" choice and I preemptively apologize for further pinning that stigma on people like yourself who might have more inherit, omniscient difficulties.

 

[Buddha.e.c]

Thanks, Buddha

Yeah I'm not depressed, necessarily. Just frustrated, anxious and trapped - and have been for quite a while. There have been moments of joy, mainly when I have no obligations and can just work and live in happy solitude, but they are becoming fewer and farer between.

I'm definitely one of those people for whom suicide is the "selfish" choice and I preemptively apologize for further pinning that stigma on people like yourself who might have more inherit, omniscient difficulties.

No need to apologize i agree with you in must cases, it could be selfish to a person looking from the outside in and also who has daily obligations . Depression , pain ,sadness all has become part of me i cant fuction i wish i had a distraction. SS is my only form of commutation to the outside world .

 

[summers]

It depends as to what extent my desires came true. Like if I could have the body and health of a 20 year old again, then I would definitely hold off on ctb for quite a while.

If I could be 100% in perfect health, like no pain but still be the same age I am now and able to push myself really hard for a couple years, I would probably hold off on ctb for a little while.

 

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no id live full and happy life

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Nope, but if all of that did indeed happen then other people will likely want to CTB.

 

[S like Siren]

In this case no

 

[notaboutangels]

Yes but in a more equal world where oppression is non existent no exploitation no hunger no wars truly full world peace type of thing since that is my desire.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, I know that I would never want to live no matter what happened. For me, the problem is life itself. I do not want to live in a world where there is so much pain and suffering, I do not want to experience life at all, I prefer the sound of non existence. Life is just a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it, and I have no interest in living.

 

[Bitterman1996]

Maybe not, but then again i think about a time where I'm supposed to be happy, it doesn't really match and i still feel like odd piece that couldn't conform.

 

[.............]

Yeah, I wouldn't CTB, actually. An impossible desire of mine includes a high-paying job that I'm passionate about so I can make a ton of money to donate to people in need and causes I care about, so that would be something I would love to stay alive for.

Too bad fantasy is just fantasy.

 

[Willy Wonka]

no I wouldn´t. but having shitloads of money coud lead to overdosing ...

 

[Green_pepper]

Genuine suicidality does not care about money, status, achievments...etc.

 

[Sherri]

No. I Wish I was normal again.

 

[Niirvana]

No, If depression ceased to exist...