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ihatemylifee

ihatemylifee

Member
Jan 24, 2024
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I don't want to kill myself but I have to does anyone else feel this way
 
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Guy Smiley

Guy Smiley

Just another lost soul
Jan 4, 2024
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I don't want to kill myself but I have to does anyone else feel this way

I would say that's pretty close to how I feel. SI, fear of death, and sadness/guilt (for my family) make me not want to kill myself, but I feel like not killing myself soon would be a huge mistake that I would regret terribly.
 
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Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2023
423
Well same. Who wants to die? But I need to at this point
 
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inneedrelief

inneedrelief

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Jan 15, 2024
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Omg yes I wanted to post this tbh
 

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