Discussion idea of ctb helps me calm down mentally

[mafulie]

thinking about ctb has always been something that gave me comfort and peace eversince i was 12 (im 22 now).

recently, planning for it and gathering things that will help me ctb is the thing that brings me comfort. since just thinking about ctb doesn't work anymore.

i have known since i was young that this is how it will all end. by my own hands. i plan to ctb in a few months and my main method of ctb would be the car exhaust method. just not sure about the effectiveness of it and what not. any tips? thank you

(btw i will be pissed drunk during the method since it also helps me feel more peaceful).

 

[Praestat_Mori]

my main method of ctb would be the car exhaust method. just not sure about the effectiveness of it and what not. any tips? thank you

Welcome to the forum!

The car exhaust method isn't working well anymore bc of modern catalytic converters. It's better to use charcoal.

Here's a guide and the Megathread:

Carbon monoxide megathread

Hi, this will be the megathread for the carbon monoxide method. I have some questions about the charcoal method, is it a simple method to do? Like buying charcoal and setting it or there is some steps and setup to follow The ppeh gives low rating for preparation but good rating for...

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Charcoal method advice

Hi, I somehow came across this site after some furious google searching over the weekend. After trying and failing other methods over the past month I came across back to the idea of carbon monoxide and decided to dig further into charcoal burning, of which there are plenty discussions on this...

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[cemeteryismyhome]

The thought of it brings me peace as well, as does the thought that even if I never work up the courage, I will eventually die anyway. But I agree, it's soothing for me.

 

[mafulie]

Welcome to the forum!

The car exhaust method isn't working well anymore bc of modern catalytic converters. It's better to use charcoal.

Here's a guide and the Megathread:

Carbon monoxide megathread

Hi, this will be the megathread for the carbon monoxide method. I have some questions about the charcoal method, is it a simple method to do? Like buying charcoal and setting it or there is some steps and setup to follow The ppeh gives low rating for preparation but good rating for...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Charcoal method advice

Hi, I somehow came across this site after some furious google searching over the weekend. After trying and failing other methods over the past month I came across back to the idea of carbon monoxide and decided to dig further into charcoal burning, of which there are plenty discussions on this...

sanctioned-suicide.net

thank you for informing me. guess i have to bust out the hibachi grills at some point.

 

[Alexandra_]

The only thing that makes me happy is that there is death. And that it will come if you call it correctly. I have also already cleared out some space in the closet where I put things that I will need for the day X

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, for me non-existence is the only peace and is all I hope for, I'd just never wish for this cruel, torturous existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I want is to never suffer again, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.