I'd rather be healthy and live. I'd rather not miss on it.

[iji]

I've gone through too much health-related issues lately... I survived multiple crazy viruses, but it seems to left me with sequelae... I have pain, I have gone through too much medical doctors and health care professionals, so many exams, so many hospitalizations, and still so much to do... Literally bankrupting me. And the free universal healthcare... it's already multiple months on the waitlist for doing kinda simple exams and consults. They won't even let me stay at the public hospital. All the medical gaslighting...

Everyday I believe I'll die. This sensation, this pain... It makes me sad to say the least. Everyday I think I'll die soon in a agonizing way. But I've been able to fight a bit still.

Health is the greatest thing I can have. If one's overall healthy, one has so much great opportunity to live. I'd rather be healthy and live. I'd rather not miss on it. It took a while for me to actually notice and value it. When I lost.

Peace.

 

[timf]

You might want to experiment with vitamins and supplements to see if you can stumble across something that helps. When you consider most of our food supply comes from fields that have lost their micro-nutrients decades ago, we could be deficient in some necessary minerals. Most experiments don't have any effect, but if you can give yourself a general health boost, it might effect other areas.

 

[iji]

You might want to experiment with vitamins and supplements to see if you can stumble across something that helps. When you consider most of our food supply comes from fields that have lost their micro-nutrients decades ago, we could be deficient in some necessary minerals. Most experiments don't have any effect, but if you can give yourself a general health boost, it might effect other areas.

Yes, I've been getting tips and looking into vitamin, supplements, nutrition, so on. When the pain began the one of the first things I was diagnosed with was extreme vitamin D deficiency, so I began treating it both with intraoral/intramuscular/intravenous and also UVB from sunlight. For a long time I've been trying to eat healthy, but like you said I most likely lacking some other nutrients and the fact I've lost weight due to the pain making hard to eat. But just these days I had two episodes in which I couldn't walk, shortness of breath, very tired, chest pain, shaking, etc. One of these episodes I was administered intravenous vitamin D, B complex, opioid/SNRI and some time after I could walk ok. The other episode I did eat and drink sugar stuff (hypoglicemia?), and some hours after I was ok.

I'll be trying to add/replace my energy intakes with more healthy things like more fully nutritive (non-processed/ultraprocessed and non-refined), supplements, fresh, so on. Thank you!