Venting I’d always prefer to not exist

[FuneralCry]

I'd always prefer to not exist as existence was never something desirable or worth having in the first place, to me non-existence certainly is always better than suffering in this cruel, futile existence, to have the ability to exist truly is just pointless suffering, no matter what I never would have chosen to exist, I find it beyond tragic how life even exists at all when the absence of everything is true perfection.

I don't see any value in the meaningless and torturous burden of existing as a human, to be enslaved in this decaying flesh prison with the ability to suffer to unlimited amounts truly is an abomination, non-existence really is always preferable, all that I've ever wished for is to be permanently unconscious.

I don't see any benefit to being concious and aware, rather such a thing is so unnecessary, just leads to suffering and I don't want to suffer in any way. To exist will always be dreadful no matter what which is why I only wish for the peace of eternal nothingness, non-existence will always be preferable as after all there are no disadvantages to being permanently unaware, it'd be better if existence is erased and forgotten about, I wish suicide is as straightforward as just choosing to never wake again.

 

[iloverachel]

Agreed! Great post as always!
Non-existence will always be ideal compared to suffering in this torturous abomination
It will always be a tragedy that most of us don't have access to easy methods to escape this disgusting cruel world where there is no limit to how much agony we can feel
I hope one day you find the peace you deserve and will be free from this torment

 

[Jorms_McGander]

Makes me remember fondly the time when I was completely unconscious and unable to form memories or have any psychological functions alive