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Enlightened
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HHi
Cant help but be worried about this. If anyone knows of another source that ships to the UK and doesn't check your address and details please pm me. Thanks. I think DD checks addresses.
Would be great if someone else could email IC also.
Hi. There are many of supplies that ship internationally. Just have to search around Google, DuckDuckGo, and even Yandex.
 
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summers

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[source deleted]

In the USA. Most are around $10-$15 +s/h for 2lbs/1kg.
 
Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,259
First link for me is Amazon. I don't see the purity listed for that one.
Pls d/ nt pst sourcs

If u cld edt tht pst & rmve tht lnk = wld b apprci8td
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
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[source deleted]
Srch rsults wll b dffrnt depndng on cntry s/ w/ jst try nt 2 brng specfc attntn 2 indivdl sellrs & sourcs

Apprci8 tht u editd ur pst thgh - thx
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,338
So IC has stopped selling SN (presumably after what happened to Lindsey Pearlman)


Where to get it now?
I still have my bag but it's still confiscated and I'm afraid it will go bad before I get to use it. And it's my only peaceful way out.
I still don't even see SN listed anymore on IC. This is so depressing to maybe lose another option. What an evil world this is more reason to ctb asap for me. Even if IC SN returns look how many sources they have stopped already. I remember hundreds of sources 3 years ago in 2019 now just very few.

Seems like they want me to do a painful method like drowning or hanging . It's none of their business what i do as long as i'm not bothering anyone else and with my suicide i won't bother anyone else . It's so ridiculous and evil that another animal like a dog or cat can be put out of its misery but i can't i have to suffer and be here and not get anyone to help me suicide to escape this hell . They want to make me stay here even though i don't want to and never asked to be here. What don't they get that a human is just another animal like a dog or cat or crow or mouse. i can't stand extreme pain.
 
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summers

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Srch rsults wll b dffrnt depndng on cntry s/ w/ jst try nt 2 brng specfc attntn 2 indivdl sellrs & sourcs

Apprci8 tht u editd ur pst thgh - thx
Makes sense. Although you can get us results if you use a VPN. I never go to SS without being on pia
 
devian

devian

make no mistake i was born lavish
Oct 25, 2021
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i was the last order! i was worried about my order so i emailed and they said i was the last one processed. they gave no further information so i dont know if it will ever return.
 
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i was the last order! i was worried about my order so i emailed and they said i was the last one processed. they gave no further information so i dont know if it will ever return.
U also mentioned that you were having it ordered to your work place and mentioned the name you used publicly.
 
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worn_out

Member
Dec 9, 2021
15
Saw this earlier today, as I went back after work today to try and work up some courage to try the delivery. The link I saved was gone, as well as one other product that was there. I've bought a few related things over the last few days for reason of making it less suspicious to receive stuff, but hadn't found the guts to order the stuff itself and wait for delivery. This is what I get for taking too much time, I guess....but then if I had the ability to act easily, I'd either be living better or gone already by now. Seems like I'll keep looking, or just end up with a worse option that's more accessible here.
 
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RetroChaos

Still heartbroken.
Dec 21, 2021
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Saw this earlier today, as I went back after work today to try and work up some courage to try the delivery. The link I saved was gone, as well as one other product that was there. I've bought a few related things over the last few days for reason of making it less suspicious to receive stuff, but hadn't found the guts to order the stuff itself and wait for delivery. This is what I get for taking too much time, I guess....but then if I had the ability to act easily, I'd either be living better or gone already by now. Seems like I'll keep looking, or just end up with a worse option that's more accessible here.
Same. I had the tab open, I was gonna buy it on my next pay check. I guess I'll have to find another source
 
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omoidarui

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Apr 30, 2019
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I still don't even see SN listed anymore on IC. This is so depressing to maybe lose another option. What an evil world this is more reason to ctb asap for me. Even if IC SN returns look how many sources they have stopped already. I remember hundreds of sources 3 years ago in 2019 now just very few.
I doubt SN will ever be completely restricted to the public. On the contrary, it still seems to be in ready supply from other sources if the dismayed tweet of a certain grieving parent is anything to go on. What I think is happening more though is you're required to confirm that it's exclusively for business when purchasing, and then it's on you to make yourself look legitimately that

it's both a blessing and a curse that it's harder to get, means someone has to truly want it i guess
 
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houseofleaves

houseofleaves

and this with thee remains.
Jan 14, 2022
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it's both a blessing [and a curse] that it's harder to get, means someone has to truly want it i guess
dunno dude, imho you're not right(
 
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Apr 30, 2019
995
dunno dude, imho you're not right(
a middle schooler who broke up with their gf/bf yesterday shouldn't be able to just order this so yes i am

i know an accessible peaceful method seems ideal for us, but unfortunately there are people doing it on impulse who wouldn't otherwise, so it's both good and bad that it takes some preparation - imho
 
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veryhappyhuman

veryhappyhuman

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a middle schooler who broke up with their gf/bf yesterday shouldn't be able to just order this so yes i am

i know an accessible peaceful method seems ideal for us, but unfortunately there are people doing it on impulse who wouldn't otherwise, so it's both good and bad that it takes some preparation - imho

I'm kind of torn on this. I absolutely agree with the part about middle schoolers. But depression means many of us already suffer from a profound lack of energy to perform even basic tasks like eating etc. When it comes to taking a step toward ctb like ordering SN, on top of this lack of energy, there's also SI to deal with. So if more hoops are added to jump through, it puts a peaceful ctb further and further out of reach.

Ideally, you'd just have to prove you're an adult capable of deciding for themselves and you're able to get this stuff without judgement. No further hassle like pretending you're a business etc. But that day is clearly faaarrrr away. So I don't know if there's a real solution to this.

Maybe parents of minors should have better control over what their children see/do on the internet too. As with any tool the internet can either be useful or dangerous.
 
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Buffy5120

Death is vital
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I'm kind of torn on this. I absolutely agree with the part about middle schoolers. But depression means many of us already suffer from a profound lack of energy to perform even basic tasks like eating etc. When it comes to taking a step toward ctb like ordering SN, on top of this lack of energy, there's also SI to deal with. So if more hoops are added to jump through, it puts a peaceful ctb further and further out of reach.

Ideally, you'd just have to prove you're an adult capable of deciding for themselves and you're able to get this stuff without judgement. No further hassle like pretending you're a business etc. But that day is clearly faaarrrr away. So I don't know if there's a real solution to this.

Maybe parents of minors should have better control over what their children see/do on the internet too. As with any tool the internet can either be useful or dangerous.
Honestly people that have serious chronic illnesses should have endless access to it. Creating this divide will settle everything once and for all. Its because of this that the people who really need it cant get it.
 
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MayGoNow

Member
Jun 25, 2022
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Question- when you buy the SN, do you use your own address? Is it safe to do so?
 
omoidarui

omoidarui

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Apr 30, 2019
995
Question- when you buy the SN, do you use your own address? Is it safe to do so?
there have been welfare visits following orders so not always, i know a few people have used a mailing address instead of their own for this reason
 
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Enlightened
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there have been welfare visits following orders so not always, i know a few people have used a mailing address instead of their own for this reason
From what I'm reading, the welfare visits were happening a few years ago in the UK, when people were ordering from eBay.

Also, IC is back on again.
Seems very expensive though.
 
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Ednospatient

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Sep 2, 2021
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Looks like it's back on the site! phew.
 
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New SN is arrived, Please take a look at ic website.
 
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houseofleaves

houseofleaves

and this with thee remains.
Jan 14, 2022
550
a middle schooler who broke up with their gf/bf yesterday shouldn't be able to just order this so yes i am
almost any middle schooler is able to jump from height
but there's no epidemic of middle schoolers doing that
so that means they're not that impulsive
 
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Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
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SN should be listed on that site, outside of their normal business hours. Hopefully that helps with some confusion about why it's sometimes listed and sometimes not. I don't know the exact hours, it was listed last night around 12 hours ago, but its not listed now. To confirm, check again in 12 hours or so.

I don't know whether they want this schedule to be known or not, but being unknown will only cause more confusion so I'll leave that up to mods to decide whats best to divulge. @RainAndSadness

My only concern is SN being permanently delisted. I do think they will relist SN elsewhere if that happens though.
 
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omoidarui

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Apr 30, 2019
995
almost any middle schooler is able to jump from height
but there's no epidemic of middle schoolers doing that
so that means they're not that impulsive
i know an accessible peaceful method seems ideal
if we're to the point of justifying unlimited access of SN to anyone of any age and motive then i'm checking out of this thread pce
 
madebrief

madebrief

Experienced
Jul 4, 2022
250
If the site removed SN for whatever reason, the wordings also need to be removed 😭. Currently everything still points that site has sold/is selling SN.

Found another source but I've not bought from them so can't verify.
Wording on site has now changed. Info removed and About page now has much less percentage of SN.

Saw product on sale this morning but no longer there. Real change is happening at speed.
 
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houseofleaves

and this with thee remains.
Jan 14, 2022
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if we're to the point of justifying unlimited access of SN to anyone of any age and motive
yes, the access should be unlimited. people should have brains and use them, cHiLdReN included (i don't mean literal children who are like 6 years old).
 
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devian

devian

make no mistake i was born lavish
Oct 25, 2021
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yes, the access should be unlimited. people should have brains and use them, cHiLdReN included (i don't mean literal children who are like 6 years old).
HoL favorite book of all time , and i agree
 
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Hope:-)

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Jul 3, 2022
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Can someone please pm me another source that doesn't check where you live, whether you're a business etc ? Thanks
 
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rationaltake

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Sep 28, 2021
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It's on the site now.
 

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