Iam looking for very Depressive/Suicidal Music.

[grisly bear]

Hey, I don't know if this is the right area, but since it's already about something very negative I'm using the Suicide Discussion Area. I hope this is okay, otherwise it would be nice if an admin or something could move it (or delete it if necessary).
I didn't find anything suitable with the search either.

So I'm looking for really depressive music.
I don't just want your favorite songs or something like in the megathread. But really just something really depressive/suicidal.
I'm not looking for songs that aren't depressing/suicidal but have meaning for you.
Preferably not just something sad or melancholic but something really depressive/suicidal. The songs really have to contain the pain of the world, the pain that I feel deep inside me.

I want to find myself in the song so that my emotions, the deep pain, get an expression.
Do you have any suggestions for me?

 

[sugarb]

Hey, I don't know if this is the right area, but since it's already about something very negative I'm using the Suicide Discussion Area. I hope this is okay, otherwise it would be nice if an admin or something could move it (or delete it if necessary).
I didn't find anything suitable with the search either.

So I'm looking for really depressive music.
I don't just want your favorite songs or something like in the megathread. But really just something really depressive/suicidal.
I'm not looking for songs that aren't depressing/suicidal but have meaning for you.
Preferably not just something sad or melancholic but something really depressive/suicidal. The songs really have to contain the pain of the world, the pain that I feel deep inside me.

I want to find myself in the song so that my emotions, the deep pain, get an expression.
Do you have any suggestions for me?

Weezer's "Pinkerton" album is pretty despair heavy in it's overall themes. Very angsty, all about relationship failures, isolation, etc. Particularly emotional/depressing tracks- Across the Sea, Butterfly. It might be a bit too upbeat overall and/or weird though. Fantastic album regardless. Or possibly Mineral's EP (dunno the title but you can find playlists). Gloria + Parking Lot are good tracks. Midwest emo is depression music generally speaking. Also from Weezer- The World Has Turned. Very good song imo and might fit those themes

 

[samdocheon]

There is a youtube account I found one month ago and this is mostly sad songs or dépressive songs. It called "mizzajour" you should try

 

[UnrulyNightmare]

Citizen Soldier

Some are a bit positive, but most have the same incredible pain in them.

Røry has good ones too.
Kyle hume.
Letdown
Lø spirit

 

[kinderbueno]

I deserve to bleed by Sushi Soucy

 

[Relic]

Usually, when people think of music, they have a style in mind.
But if this is not that important, then:

 

[XdragonsoulX]

Lund has a ton of music that deals with depression and suicide some that I recommend by him is
Forgot to die - Lund & foreign forest
Foresight - Lund
Blkbird - Lund

 

[Myforevercharlie]

 

[VeryShy]

 

[F@#$]

Hey, I don't know if this is the right area, but since it's already about something very negative I'm using the Suicide Discussion Area. I hope this is okay, otherwise it would be nice if an admin or something could move it (or delete it if necessary).
I didn't find anything suitable with the search either.

So I'm looking for really depressive music.
I don't just want your favorite songs or something like in the megathread. But really just something really depressive/suicidal.
I'm not looking for songs that aren't depressing/suicidal but have meaning for you.
Preferably not just something sad or melancholic but something really depressive/suicidal. The songs really have to contain the pain of the world, the pain that I feel deep inside me.

I want to find myself in the song so that my emotions, the deep pain, get an expression.
Do you have any suggestions for me?

When I die, from gg allin. Is one of my favorites.

 

[Felodese]

 

[bugs_for_brains]

 

[yoshizoom]

Hey, I don't know if this is the right area, but since it's already about something very negative I'm using the Suicide Discussion Area. I hope this is okay, otherwise it would be nice if an admin or something could move it (or delete it if necessary).
I didn't find anything suitable with the search either.

So I'm looking for really depressive music.
I don't just want your favorite songs or something like in the megathread. But really just something really depressive/suicidal.
I'm not looking for songs that aren't depressing/suicidal but have meaning for you.
Preferably not just something sad or melancholic but something really depressive/suicidal. The songs really have to contain the pain of the world, the pain that I feel deep inside me.

I want to find myself in the song so that my emotions, the deep pain, get an expression.
Do you have any suggestions for me?

I suggest you listen to the track "Guest House" by Daughters. Probably something you'll like.

 

[bin]

the album Deathconciousness by Have a Nice Life. overtly suicidal and one of the best albums of all time.

 

[Jiroscope]

 

[lawlietsph]

+1 to Citizen Soldier:
-Isolate
-Never ending nightmare
-Never good enough
-Invisible
-Waiting on the sun
-Scarecrow
-Pretend my pain away
-My own miracle

Five Finger Death Punch:
-Coming down
-Wrong side of heaven
-Gone away
-Remember everything

Funeral for a friend
-Roses for the dead

Famous Last Words
-One in the chamber

Lil happy lil sad
-Let me die

Skippy
-Suicide letter

Anson Seabra
-I can't carry this anymore

Chester See
-A life of regrets

 

[CatLvr]

 

[tsykoais]

teen suicide is such an amazing band you should check them out. no, the moon and give me back to the sky are my favorite songs by them. also not heavily depressive but i love whirr.

 

[My_name_is_Luka]

If you are into anime, Shiki has a quite depressive soundtrack:



Some bands that have some depressive music:
-Death cab for cutie: What Sarah said

-The Cure: A letter to Elise

-Sigur Ros:

-Kodaline, All I want:

 

[Tonkpils]

Last Resort (Reimagined) by Falling In Reverse hurts my soul in a good way.

 

[Szarur-abi]

Welcome to NHK soundtrack is pretty melancholic to listen.




Also
Sewerslvt, less obvious and subtle and breakcore is not in everyone taste, but here ya go anywae

 

[maniac116]

Just put on some Type O Negative.
Very dark stuff!

 

[kilowatt]

 

[spirittheyregone]

The entirety of the downward spiral album by Nine Inch Nails, especially Hurt and The Downward Spiral itself

 

[witless]

Pretty much anything by Unwound. Also "They'll Only Miss You When You Leave" by Carissa's Wierd.

 

[No More Tears]

Pink Floyd isn't deep on songs about suicide, but you listen to them enough, and you start to realize how many of their songs relate to you.

"Wearing The Inside Out" is by far my favorite song, but only the first half fits me. The second half is when the recovery, which isn't me.



(First half)
From morning to night
I stayed out of sight
Didn't recognize I'd become
No more than alive
I'd barely survive
In a word, overrun

Won't hear a sound (he's curled into the corner)
From my mouth (but still the screen is flickering)
I've spent too long (with an endless stream of garbage)
On the inside out (curse the place)
My skin is cold (in a sea of random images)
To the human touch (the self-destructing animal)
This bleeding heart's (waiting for the waves)
Not beating much (to break)

I murmured a vow
Of silence, and now
I don't even hear
When I think aloud
Extinguished by light
I turn on the night
Wear its darkness
With an empty smile

 

[hellworldprincess]

There's more where this came from. Hope you find something that you're looking for.
Music that makes you feel understood is one of the few things easing the pain.

 

[whotookmylexapro]

 

[emptyenvelopes]

The string instrumental part in Broken Glass by Lizzie McAlpine is heartbreakingly haunting.

 

[Fish_astronaut]