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beigeonagrayday

beigeonagrayday

I cant
May 13, 2023
5
I feel more anxious knowing that unless i were to cbt successfully the first time(which is hard to do) id be forced to live by either constant guilt tripping from others or being put into a mental institute, if i had access to a method that has a high success rate i genuinely think i would feel more free and able to have a "choice" immediately taking much of the weight of my shoulders, im not saying i will end it but having control over whether i do or not would probably make me consider it less? Idk how to articulate this with words.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,705
To me feeling trapped in this world with no way out truly is something so awful, I think that having the option of a guaranteed, reliable exit would make existing more bearable for many people knowing that they have the choice to take control over their suffering. Failing a ctb attempt sounds so horrible to me.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,716
That is the world we are in. Many have to attempt when they have the alone-time needed. That happens at random times so you are always looking for the opportunity while pretending all is well.
If found or you fail, life gets worse.
With all the conservative nonsense being thrown around, it is unlikely anything will improve soon. It might get worse first!
If you are still alive then, vote responsibly.
 
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