Shiru
Endless sky
- Dec 20, 2024
- 70
I won't recover I feel deep inside I won't instead just survive, first graduate then hopefully get a minimum wage job and just go with the flow til die, I can't fully recover actually since morning I got a crisis I shouted I cried and in order to feel some relief I also ripped my coloring pages I use to color as hobbie I am still in desperate mood but I can't escape I took one 20mg pill of fluoxetine just to be at calm I hope it helps me anyways there won't be recover but at least I'm not planning suicide or want to. I'm doomed I'm so sorry for myself and the ones who care about me I'm sorry I don't know if I should move to suicide discussion now or stay here
