I won't be so open again outside of the SS.

[Versailles]

A few weeks ago some things happened to me, basically some of my friends wanted to break away from me because of how uncomfortable I make others feel by being so open with various topics, in addition to my notable mental and emotional instability, I am a very compulsive person and I admit that this has ruined many things that I once appreciated.

 

[The Mute Viking]

That sucks. But some people are just not capable of being on that level with you.
It hurts, for sure.

You have us.

 

[BorderlineChellery]

A few weeks ago some things happened to me, basically some of my friends wanted to break away from me because of how uncomfortable I make others feel by being so open with various topics, in addition to my notable mental and emotional instability, I am a very compulsive person and I admit that this has ruined many things that I once appreciated.

I'm so sorry to hear this. I'm sure you'd be safe venting here if you ever need to

 

[Return2themoonlight]

Same on my end, I will never open to those around the same way I do on here. The outcome never happens in the same way I expect. Id rather keep it all to myself and just talk to the community on here. Im tired of trying to get people in the real world to understand how I feel inside.

 

[Life_and_Death]

"if you cant handle me at my worst you dont deserve me at my best"
id be there for you, why should i put more effort into the friendship?

 

[SVEN]

I'm sorry about that, at least we get it here on this group.

 

[MyLifeisHell]

Siempre puedes contar con nuestro apoyo.

You can always count on our support.

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

"You can tell us how you feel. It's ok we'll always listen." Honestly makes me want to laugh.

 

[bigmanharsh]

I heavily relate with that, I remember when I was much younger I used to be really open with how I felt, and was way too open with other people. Unfortunately people don't like the negative side that comes with that. It also ruined many of my friendships and even some relationships that could've been. People parade mental health as being so important and how discussions regarding mental health are but nobody wants to deal with someone who has problems. As horrible as it is to say, Such emotions would be best kept to yourself, A personal suggestion of mine is Journaling (as boring as it sounds, it is very helpful to just vomit out all your thoughts on to a piece of paper). I wish you the best of luck with your troubles :)

 

[J&L383]

Me too. I keep the important thoughts to myself and in my journal. It's safer that way. (As long as access to your journal is safe!)

 

[Versailles]

"You can tell us how you feel. It's ok we'll always listen." Honestly makes me want to laugh.

I try not to feel bad because recently those who were supposed to be my friends decided to get rid of me.