I wish

[descartes]

I wish there was someone I could talk to.abou throw I'm feeling that actually cared ablut how I'm feeling. I dont want to abandon ctb I want to go through with it I just wish there was someone who could help me come to terms with it and to peace with it. There is no real terms and there is no real peace because ultimately ctb is a violent process and ultimately I am leaving this world unfulfilled as a person which is a terrible thing. But at the same time I feel I have no choice, and I just with there could be someone that cares about me that could understand that before I go.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

There are plenty of people here who care about you. I know it's not the same as having friends/family in real life, but if you reach out in this group, you'll find you have plenty of friends. Good luck x