Venting I wish to sleep

[FuneralCry]

I wish to sleep, I hope to fall asleep soon, I'm so tired of suffering in this cruel and futile existence I was never meant for. Having the ability to exist truly does cause nothing but pain that only eternal sleep can bring relief from, I envy those who die as they are at peace, they are unconscious for all eternity and cannot suffer anymore.

It's so terrible to me how we exist in this society filled with anti-suicide people and there is no escape from this anywhere, I find it so incredibly awful how many humans just create more and more suffering, humans truly are the most repulsive species, I know I don't belong here, I only belong in death. I hope I fall asleep soon as being conscious and aware only causes me to suffer, sleeping is the closest to not existing after all which is why I wish for it, I'd prefer to sleep but I'd always see it as better to die however only never existing is true perfection, I wish I never existed.

 

[davidtorez]

I know how it feels. Unfortunately we just have to accept it until we can't accept it any longer. I'm lucky I have N at my disposal, but have no guts to end my misery

 

[lnlybnny]

i love to sleep as well, it's no coincidence why it is one of my favorite things to do, i think sleeping is truly genius as it brings some peace to be ''off'' this world even for a bit

 

[Hotsackage]

Sing me to sleep, I'm tired and I want to go to bed

 

[lostinwoe]

I wish I could sleep forever I'm usually happy in my dreams then I wake up and it's just suffering repeating once you get to a certain point in life everything becomes a loop.