Venting I wish things were different

[tomyumgoong]

Things have just been so awful. I can't remember a time where life felt worth the struggle. I tried to kill myself a few months ago, but I failed, and I feel really stupid about it. I don't know what to do now. I don't want to be in pain. I just want to fall asleep with the comfort of knowing that I'll never wake up. I think I might be able to get a gun soon, which isn't ideal, but it's better than nothing.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to fall into an eternal and dreamless sleep, to me it'd be such a relief to have that option, it'd prevent so much unnecessary suffering. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[tomyumgoong]

I also just wish to fall into an eternal and dreamless sleep, to me it'd be such a relief to have that option, it'd prevent so much unnecessary suffering. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.

Thank you, I appreciate it.

 

[DrPepper709]

I too hope you can find a way that lets you go peacefully; that's the best way to go and you deserve to have a painless farewell. I wish that assisted suicides were easily accessible