Venting I wish there were easy access to carbon monoxide

[BlooBerryBanjo3000]

Today, I had one of the best dreams I could have ever had in my life. It was about me being a happy little kid and having a wonderful family and father, a father I never had and have always wished for throughout my entire life. When I woke up and realized that it was just a dream, I felt awful. Words can't describe just how bad I felt. It felt like a whole new level of emotional pain and betrayal.

Realizing that I'm still stuck with the people I don't like and a life I no longer wish to live in generally made me wish I had a better father and a quick and painless death. I wish I got my hands on carbon monoxide immediately.

 

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A bag of charcoal. Doesn't get much easier than that.

 

[zentiiicharcoal]

A bag of charcoal. Doesn't get much easier than that.

Yeah, ive been planning this but seems like so much potential for failed attempt. If i was certain it would work, then id have done it by now.

 

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Yeah, ive been planning this but seems like so much potential for failed attempt. If i was certain it would work, then id have done it by now.

If it's done correctly, it does work. Read everything you can on SS and gain some confidence.

Seeing you only have 7 postings, you probably don't have the "search" feature, yet. You need to get your post count up. Then you'll have a search box appear at the top of any page and be able to search out postings on CO.

 

[zentiiicharcoal]

If it's done correctly, it does work. Read everything you can on SS and gain some confidence.

Seeing you only have 7 postings, you probably don't have the "search" feature, yet. You need to get your post count up. Then you'll have a search box appear at the top of any page and be able to search out postings on CO.

Funny you say that, that is exactly what im working on and why im on the platform. I noticed from search engines that this place had the best information, but the ability to search and read everything will help. Ive been going over things i could access online for the past month. Read countless stories and some failed attempts. I can not fail.

 

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Funny you say that, that is exactly what im working on and why im on the platform. I noticed from search engines that this place had the best information, but the ability to search and read everything will help. Ive been going over things i could access online for the past month. Read countless stories and some failed attempts. I can not fail.

It's going to be my method when it's time, and I have very high confidence in success. I already have everything needed.

 

[zentiiicharcoal]

It's going to be my method when it's time, and I have very high confidence in success. I already have everything needed.

What are your supplies? I'm not bothering with the 10k ppm reader. Just unable to get that in time

 

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What are your supplies? I'm not bothering with the 10k ppm reader. Just unable to get that in time

Well, got a tent. Got 4 charcoal starters. Got 4 medium sized metal pails. Of course a few bags of charcoal. I won't be using them all at once. Two are for "trial runs" to make sure I can get to the 10k ppm threshold. I have some bricks to place the hot pails of charcoal on in the tent. When ready, I'll run up to the store and buy a gallon size can of "gutter" sealant to seal up the seams and mesh of the tent. And yes I bought a 10000 ppm CO analyzer.

 

[zentiiicharcoal]

Well, got a tent. Got 4 charcoal starters. Got 4 medium sized metal pails. Of course a few bags of charcoal. I won't be using them all at once. Two are for "trial runs" to make sure I can get to the 10k ppm threshold. I have some bricks to place the hot pails of charcoal on in the tent. When ready, I'll run up to the store and buy a gallon size can of "gutter" sealant to seal up the seams and mesh of the tent. And yes I bought a 10000 ppm CO analyzer.

Yeah from what ive read you got it then. If i had the co meter it would help, but that isnt an option for me. I plan on doing it in a car

If it's done correctly, it does work. Read everything you can on SS and gain some confidence.

Seeing you only have 7 postings, you probably don't have the "search" feature, yet. You need to get your post count up. Then you'll have a search box appear at the top of any page and be able to search out postings on CO.

By the way how long will it take for me to gain search feature?

 

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By the way how long will it take for me to gain search feature?

You're up to 15. Should be happening fairly quickly. It's not really "published", but it seems like anywhere between 20 to 40 posts and like 24 hours of being "active" on the forum opens it up.

Don't skimp on charcoal, no matter what any calculations might say is needed.

 

[zentiiicharcoal]

Just feel like too much is gonna catch the car on fire lol i only have 1 big bag

 

[TheSeeker]

Despite how easy they say it is on here, I find it to be a major pain in the ass...or maybe I'm just lazy. I have to buy a bag of charcoal, a grill, a charcoal igniter thingy, some paper towels, and some kind of material I can put the grill on in my car so it doesn't catch fire. Then I have to decide if I want to be found or not. I'm kind of scared to drive out onto the parkway and kill myself. I have to light the charcoal, wait for the smoke to go out, and then use an oven mitt or something to put it on bricks in my car. Then get inside of the car...It's just a lot to go through for someone who is low energy and just wants to be vaporized.

 

[BlooBerryBanjo3000]

Despite how easy they say it is on here, I find it to be a major pain in the ass...or maybe I'm just lazy. I have to buy a bag of charcoal, a grill, a charcoal igniter thingy, some paper towels, and some kind of material I can put the grill on in my car so it doesn't catch fire. Then I have to decide if I want to be found or not. I'm kind of scared to drive out onto the parkway and kill myself. I have to light the charcoal, wait for the smoke to go out, and then use an oven mitt or something to put it on bricks in my car. Then get inside of the car...It's just a lot to go through for someone who is low energy and just wants to be vaporized.

My thoughts about that exactly. I guess we're both lazy.

 

[J&L383]

Just feel like too much is gonna catch the car on fire lol i only have 1 big bag

Yeah I wouldn't go that far! The method is CO, not self-immolation.

 

[zentiiicharcoal]

Yeah I wouldn't go that far! The method is CO, not self-immolation.

Then how much to be sure?