I wish there was a suicide method that was 100% 50/50

[transgirlattheedge]

I want it so that there's a completely even chance between me dying and me living.

If I die then I die if I live then I finally try again at life and put in 500% effort

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

What is preventing you from deciding to put in the effort now?

 

[attentionbased]

Revolver with three bullets lol

 

[Dawnfang11]

Flip a coin then? It sounds like you have fight in you still, what's stopping you from putting that 500% now anyways. I don't know your situation, but I truly hope you find your peace, whatever that looks like <3

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

I want it so that there's a completely even chance between me dying and me living.

If I die then I die if I live then I finally try again at life and put in 500% effort

That's thrilling, like playing Russian roulette!

 

[PanaxMan]

I want it so that there's a completely even chance between me dying and me living.

If I die then I die if I live then I finally try again at life and put in 500% effort

Pretty sure that's just od on drugs or sn

 

[Saponification]

Gamble all your money in a way that's 50/50. If you win, you'll have 2x whatever your bank account is. If you lose, that'll give you enough courage to get over SI.

 

[PanaxMan]

Gamble all your money in a way that's 50/50. If you win, you'll have 2x whatever your bank account is. If you lose, that'll give you enough courage to get over SI.

This isn't exactly wrong

 

[Saponification]

This isn't exactly wrong

Now that I think about it, "gambling" a CTB so to speak makes it so much more thrilling. The thought that it could go so horribly wrong or stupendously well. You either survive a near death experience with a newfound motivation and a bunch of money, or lose nearly everything, pushing you over the edge to finally end your life.

I might literally do this when I CTB, lol.