Okay so I had an idea since I now want to die again lmao cause despite all my effort I could not fix my life
My idea is to do an Alcohol Enema with a syringe or a water bottle but I don't have a water bottle so syringe it is then.
If that does not work then maybe dripping under my tongue so I don't taste it? That way I slowly die but I don't want to get caught. Also I won't get drunk will I?
What do you think.
I would definitely choose rectal intake, with a plastic syringe (females have rectal and vaginal possibilities), maybe supplemented by slow release with a soaked tampon (rectal, vaginal). It is simpler and more controllable than a bag and tube enema. Compared with oral ingestion, there are no taste and vomiting issues.
One does get drunk, as I have immediately experienced with the first load of rectally injected vodka, which resulted in a few seconds of a pleasant warm feeling as the mucous membrane is attacked to make it more permeable. The mouth soon begins to feel dry when injecting more.
The high toxicity of isopropyl alcohol is clearly lower if intake is with a product such as hand sanitizer (around 70 percent content) or certain household cleaners. Although vodka (40 percent ethanol) is freely available, so is 96-100 percent ethanol. So ethanol may be preferable, despite it being less toxic than isopropyl alcohol, to get maximum effect with minimum volume with a freely available chemical, bearing in mind the body will want to expel larger rectally injected volumes.
There is an option to swallow certain depressant medicines that boost the effect of alcohol and their own effects, but alcohol on its own can be fatal within hours once a sufficient amount has got into the bloodstream at a rate faster than the liver can metabolize. Even after ceasing rectal administration, more follows into the bloodstream from the stomach if some alcohol is also ingested orally, e.g. when swallowing depressant pills with vodka instead of water.
The result is difficult breathing, faster heart rate, low body temperature, confusion, the "cyanosis" bluishness of especially fingertips, nails and lips as the blood receives less oxygen, as happens with SN ingestion, confusion, blackouts, respiratory failure, coma and death.
