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bus catcher

bus catcher

Want to escape into nature.
Jul 22, 2024
41
Okay so I had an idea since I now want to die again lmao cause despite all my effort I could not fix my life
My idea is to do an Alcohol Enema with a syringe or a water bottle but I don't have a water bottle so syringe it is then.
If that does not work then maybe dripping under my tongue so I don't taste it? That way I slowly die but I don't want to get caught. Also I won't get drunk will I?

What do you think.
 
pax420

pax420

In the psycho shadow of the white right hand
Jan 19, 2026
161
No, bad idea!!!! Drinking isopropyl alcohol can cause blindness, tastes terrible, won't get you drunk, probably end up in a psyche ward with a bad stomach ache to f your lucky. Enema is also a bad idea. I hate that you are suffering bit please find another way
 
bus catcher

bus catcher

Want to escape into nature.
Jul 22, 2024
41
I think that is methanol that you are referring to when it comes to blindness
I wont worry about taste if I can ingest it another way
 
bus catcher

bus catcher

Want to escape into nature.
Jul 22, 2024
41
I'm just empty. I tried for so long to overcome my issues but now I'm dead. I cannot feel happiness anymore so what is the point. Honestly if it causes pain then good. I tried to be a good person but I hurt instead so if anything then I should be hurt as well. I also have no other method. I'm never alone anymore but recently I have a window to act when my mom takes my brother to gym
 
BlueMist

BlueMist

Tired
May 12, 2026
101
I'm just empty. I tried for so long to overcome my issues but now I'm dead. I cannot feel happiness anymore so what is the point. Honestly if it causes pain then good. I tried to be a good person but I hurt instead so if anything then I should be hurt as well. I also have no other method. I'm never alone anymore but recently I have a window to act when my mom takes my brother to gym
I cannot overstate how painful this will be. This is not a good way to die, and that's if you do die, which you most likely won't. Substances are very unpredictable. Please reconsider. Stay safe.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
595
I don't foresee this getting you the outcome that you want.
 
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bus catcher

bus catcher

Want to escape into nature.
Jul 22, 2024
41
I searched for it and cannot find it. After doing some research I might go with a salt or Epsom salt enema? If anyone is reading this still, what do you think of that instead?
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
595
I searched for it and cannot find it. After doing some research I might go with a salt or Epsom salt enema? If anyone is reading this still, what do you think of that instead?
I don't see how that will get you to anything that you want for an outcome either.
 
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