I am afraid of ALL the methods and YES I want to die. God this is such a nightmare. What have I done to deserve this?
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Malice1
Experienced
- Apr 6, 2018
- 285
Even the painless methods your afraid of? Just curious.
Like what? Nembutal? Yes. The psychological barrier is high.
Meditation helps you psychologically. Don't identify with your ego and stop seeing the world like a human being with morals, beliefs and mental constructs. See it for what it really is. Matter in motion. No good, no evil. No right, no wrong. No desires (you are already everything). Watch Alan Watts videos.
Malice1
Experienced
- Apr 6, 2018
- 285
Yes like nembutal. Well i'm sorry to hear that. A button certainly would be easier and i agree, the psychological barrier and survival instinct is a bitch to overcome.
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Roger
I Liked Ike
- May 11, 2019
- 972
No, maybe not. But I feel like that too. And I know I have further horrors coming down the line.
ExitTheDay
We fight to live or live to die
- May 26, 2019
- 336
That would be too easy in my opinion, and nothing in this pathetic life is meant to be easy, I geuss I'm coming to terms with that and I just need to move on and accept this fate
