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kindawannacrylol

kindawannacrylol

Student
Jan 13, 2021
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I just really wish assisted suicide was legal in my country, my friends think they're being helpful by telling me 'it gets better' and i 'need to have hope' but what i really need is a way to ctb. I honestly just need help, I have no idea where to buy things to ctb and what's legal to be bought in my country. And I know my friends won't help me with that but that's what i really need, it sucks that life is like this.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I cannot stand toxic positivity. Some people are very delusional, I do not believe that platitudes help anything, they do not solve any problems. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, it is cruel how the society expects us to suffer for decades. More than anything I wish ctb was easier. I'm sorry you are in this situation. I wish you the best.
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
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I just really wish assisted suicide was legal in my country, my friends think they're being helpful by telling me 'it gets better' and i 'need to have hope' but what i really need is a way to ctb. I honestly just need help, I have no idea where to buy things to ctb and what's legal to be bought in my country. And I know my friends won't help me with that but that's what i really need, it sucks that life is like this.
I know how you feel. You nust need somebody to get it and actually understand you and what you're going through but in their attempts to be kind and sooth you they push you further away and it's another notch on the batch of horrific symptoms. It's a real personal hell. For some it may get better but I think the general public are fed a load of nonsense about healthcare and depression. All this talk of low mood annoys me greatly. It's just code passed around the doctors etc and it's bled out into the world public and become an understatement of large proportions for many. That's even if it applies at all. Anyone that doesn't fit the one size fits all healthcare system are palmed off to psychiatry or psychology and for many that does more harm than good. I don't know your personal circumstances so can't offer anything with regards to that but I can say your post is definitely something I identify with regard to my health issues.
 

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