I wish Lost All Hope website was still available it was my comfort

[FireFox]

As a teenager I used to read regularly the Lost All Hope website it showed me how dangerous ateempting suicide really is. It gave me so much comfort as showed me the harm I would be doing to my body if I failed to kill myself properly.

This is why I went so long without attempting suicide all these years. I am 27 and now I see suicide as the only way out now. I have no friends, no one to talk too, family hate me they all hate and have no friend on earth. I am never going to get over the man who broke my heart with psychological mind games and humiliated me loved him so much and I wanted a future with him. I didn't care he that man is in his 50s.

There is nothing for me on Eartn anymore. Yeah I start a masters soon but what's the point I am not going to enjoy it anymore starting a year later. 27 is just a terrible age to start a masters degree.

I used to beso afraid of attempting suicide now I am not anymore because everyone hates me, I am never going to get over the man I love and I am tired of fighting

 

[JustABunny]

I'm pretty sure it is still here though? They even remade the whole website recently with a new theme and design

 

[steppenwolf]

I'm 50 and have been surviving on my own for 20 years on a third of the poverty level income since I was told by an Officer of the Order of the British Empire it would be élitist to fund me to do a masters in astrophysics. If you aren't going to do your masters can I have your funding?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Lost All Hope seems to be up, but not sure if it's being updated with anything new. Seems sort of "archival-like". IDK.

 

[ham and potatoes]

Yeah, idk if it's being updated, but there is definitely some useful info on that site that is still relevant.
https://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/drug-poisoning/drug-mlds/

 

[FireFox]

Yeah, idk if it's being updated, but there is definitely some useful info on that site that is still relevant.
https://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/drug-poisoning/drug-mlds/

@ham and potatoes Oh wow thanks I was so devastated when it was gone I thought it was never coming back.

 

[amaluuk]

Glad it's still available. LAH is probably the biggest actual suicide preventer around, or perhaps a 'bad attempt' preventer haha. Certainly stopped me from a lot of poorly thought out attempts when I was 11-12.

 

[SweetWilliam]

LAH going dark was the reason I signed up here. They had so many resources that I could get lost in, that I forgot my pain for a bit. That site actually gave me hope. Wish it were still there