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readybready

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Nov 25, 2019
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I have so much medicine. I just want to down it all and be done with it. It would be so much more easy. I feel no survival instinct when I take way too much medicine. I could do it, but it wouldn't work and I'd only end up in the hospital.
If anyone knows easy ways to do it with substances please tell me. I'm considering SN but I don't understand it.
 
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belrgh

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Aug 14, 2019
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having the same issue, though i don't have enough, tried taking a bunch while trying partial suspension. had to throw up because i didn't have enough and really don't want to risk it not working.
 
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I have so much medicine. I just want to down it all and be done with it. It would be so much more easy. I feel no survival instinct when I take way too much medicine. I could do it, but it wouldn't work and I'd only end up in the hospital.
If anyone knows easy ways to do it with substances please tell me. I'm considering SN but I don't understand it.
It is possible to od on meds, depending on what they are and your medical ailments. I did. Only reason I am here is because I was found.
 
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ForNow

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Dec 6, 2019
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It is possible, but not necessarily easy, advisable, or painfree. I had researched this subject for a long time before coming to this forum (and finally registering). I was surprised at how much I already have on hand that is actually lethal in certain doses and conditions. It made me laugh because what I have is either OTC stuff or what my doctors prescribed for me. If I were a better actress I could probably get some prescriptions renewed again, but masking exhausts me and I fight enough fatigue already. My main purpose here is intentional and informed living with the freedom and right to choose how I finish this journey.
 
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seventeenangels444

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I consider butanediol, isn't pain-free though and I still need more research.
Maybe you could consider overdosing on drugs?
 
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readybready

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I consider butanediol, isn't pain-free though and I still need more research.
Maybe you could consider overdosing on drugs?
Perhaps. Right now I am prescribed gabapentin, Wellbutrin, trazedone, and clonazepam. And at this point I don't care about pain. If I have to experience excruciating pain for a while just to feel nothing for the rest of eternity, then I'm ok with that
 
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seventeenangels444

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Dec 6, 2019
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Perhaps. Right now I am prescribed gabapentin, Wellbutrin, trazedone, and clonazepam. And at this point I don't care about pain. If I have to experience excruciating pain for a while just to feel nothing for the rest of eternity, then I'm ok with that
Haven't heard about anything you mentioned, but I think the most important thing is choosing a substance, which you only need a small amount of in order to overdose. The chances of vomiting get higher with the number of pills you've taken, taking 100 sleeping pills doesn't sound reliable, for instance.
 
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readybready

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Haven't heard about anything you mentioned, but I think the most important thing is choosing a substance, which you only need a small amount of in order to overdose. The chances of vomiting get higher with the number of pills you've taken, taking 100 sleeping pills doesn't sound reliable, for instance.
Where can I research lethal prescribed drugs?
 
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Me too. I would have died in my teens if that were the case, and saved myself so much suffering.
 
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GrantMyWish

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I have so much medicine. I just want to down it all and be done with it. It would be so much more easy. I feel no survival instinct when I take way too much medicine. I could do it, but it wouldn't work and I'd only end up in the hospital.
If anyone knows easy ways to do it with substances please tell me. I'm considering SN but I don't understand it.
Dont understand sn?there are so many information in this website.
 

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