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Conscious_presence1

Member
Sep 1, 2025
15
I´ve been trying to think about the best method I could choose. I know at the end I will be dead, but I could only wish for a peaceful death that ensures me I will die 100%. I´ve seen pictures of people that die from hanging, gunshot and SN and they all look terrible, I mean, you´re dead already, but think about the family member that´s gonna have to recognize your body...

I only wish the Sarco pod or Assisted dying could be available for people who is sure they want to die. In that way you have a peaceful death, even with assisted dying your loved ones could be by your side and they arrange everything with the authorities and deliver your ashes.

Which do you think is the best way to CTB?

I don´t trust drugs or jumping.
 
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itsgone2

Specialist
Sep 21, 2025
382
Which do you think is the best way to CTB?
I've always thought CO or FSH. But can't get over the hump of actually doing it. Drugs are too low probability and idk jumping seems a little equal to fsh to me. Just gotta take that step. Falling would be scary but first part of fsh is going to hurt. So idk.
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
102
Which do you think is the best way to CTB?

I don´t trust drugs or jumping.
I wouldn't trust drugs either... and SN has become very hard to come by. I wouldn't trust any listings for SN anymore.

Not trusting jumping takes away an often convenient and dependable way of doing it. If you manage to get high enough, you can put a blindfold on and some music in your ears right before you take the plunge.

If you have access to a firearm, that can be a relatively reliable way of dying... as long as you don't misfire and wind up paralyzed.
 
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gomer1978

Member
Oct 23, 2025
8
I wouldn't trust drugs either... and SN has become very hard to come by. I wouldn't trust any listings for SN anymore.

Not trusting jumping takes away an often convenient and dependable way of doing it. If you manage to get high enough, you can put a blindfold on and some music in your ears right before you take the plunge.

If you have access to a firearm, that can be a relatively reliable way of dying... as long as you don't misfire and wind up paralyzed.
I've seen far too many "i blew my entire face off but survived" stories for gunshots. Wish someone would do it for me though so it was 100% certain.
 
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Conscious_presence1

Member
Sep 1, 2025
15
I wouldn't trust drugs either... and SN has become very hard to come by. I wouldn't trust any listings for SN anymore.

Not trusting jumping takes away an often convenient and dependable way of doing it. If you manage to get high enough, you can put a blindfold on and some music in your ears right before you take the plunge.

If you have access to a firearm, that can be a relatively reliable way of dying... as long as you don't misfire and wind up paralyzed.
Yeah, there's a lot of scammers out there. I think the firearm is a very reliable method, but I wouldn't trust myself to do it, I don't want to survive that. I know it can't be real, but in that case I would prefer paying someone to do it for me.
SN looks bad?
I wouldn't do SN. You cannot trust sellers and also, have you seen pictures? It looks just terrible.
 
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At The Bus Stop

Member
Oct 24, 2025
18
The footage I saw of the guy taking SN didn't seem too bad. He vomited but that's probably standard of poisoning. He had also ingested red wine judging by the bottle he pulled out which could attribute to vomiting too.

I think there's a fine line with not going overboard and ensuring you're taking enough. If you throw it all up - you could end up worse off than when you started instead of riding the bus.

From everything I've seen, SN looks fairly calm - and then FSH/Partial assuming the ligature is tight enough around the carotid arteries, seems incredibly peaceful too.
 
madameviolette

madameviolette

Made sick by medical institutions
Oct 9, 2025
103
Hanging seems the most reliable/letal. Very few chances of surviving.

Gunshot, jumping or SN carries risk of either blown face, broken bones, or losing limbs and cognitive functions
 

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